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J e a l o u s ?

Is it wrong to be jealous of yourself?

  To have fury go through your mental being as you watch the past unfold.

   To see him hold your hand and not feel it. To sit dirty with coffee residue as they dance to your favorite song.

   The only touch you get is when your used and not loved.

   To know what happens and can be powerless to stop it.

   He may love her as a mug but not as much as when she was h e r s e l f.

   Even then was herself ever good enough?