If Jack survived Titanic

The girl who wanted to feel

No words could describe how much Rose felt for this beautiful young man. She and Jack had lived together for several weeks now, and she felt excited to get to know this man even more for each day. She loved him so much, and the way he behaved around her, the way he treated her with affection and the way he looked at her proved to her that he felt the same. But she didn't want to take the love for granted, from neither side. If he would loose the love for her, she would be heartbroken. If she would loose the love for him, she would lost so much within herself, which was a scary thought to her. Therefore, she wanted to make sure that she did what she could to care of what they had. It was essential to think that way she thought. But what she wanted now wasn't to think. Right now, she wanted to feel. 

They stood in their bedroom. Her right hand was placed on the back of his head, gently touching his hair, with the elbow right over his shoulder. Her left elbow was placed in a limp position on his other one. His face couldn't have been more than one centimeter away from her. Their noses almost touched. She felt his breath. She looked at his mouth and she knew he was looking at her too. She pulled back her left arm and caressed his cheek with her palm, without moving her gaze. Jack rested his forehead on hers as in approval. They both closed their eyes and started to kiss. They sat down on the bed right behind them, Rose in Jack's lap, while they kissed. She caressed his face with both of her hands. Jack touched her bare back gently and let them move down to her hips and to the sides of her legs. They moved up a bit so that they could lay down on the bed, kissing and touching, more and more intensively. With his hands on her hips, he made it easier for them to change position. He was on her now. She felt him inside of her. She loved it. She heard him moan. She heard herself moan, too. His body was so close to her, even though it moved. She lead his face to hers with her hands so that she could kiss him. Than she let go of the grip and let the back of her head sink into the madrass behind her. The feeling was so intense now. She laid her hands above her head to make it easier for herself to indulge in the feeling. She moaned. He moaned. It was amazing. 

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"I love you Jack"

"I love you too"