A throne of ice and fire ROWAELIN

Bye Bye dear consciousness

Recap:

"Rowan are you okay, you sure you didn't get any head injury. or you are such a big softie, oh my!!" she spoke and giggled. I missed her giggles. well to be speaking the truth we used to be great friends in our younger years at school but she went missing after her parents died and returned with a whole new gang two years ago and decided to forget me. she changed a lot. like a lot,in bad way.and then she turned away and went to bed and as soon as her head touched the pillow and i heard snoring so i knew that she fell asleep. so i stood by my window looking out and thanked the gods to bring Aelin into his life and world. I went to her side and kissed her forehead murmuring. " what are you doing to drive me this crazy, why are you making me fall for you.

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I being a very distracted person left the room and went outside to take a walk to think about the whole mates situation and how our magic was dancing. I was perhaps crushing on Aelin Galathynius. I shifted into my hawk form and flew to the nearby village and saw the shops and bakeries were open thankfully. i walked into a confectionery shop and brought one bag of chocolates and then proceeded to purchase clothes and hoods. and reason of why i did buy a whole bag of chocolates was Aelin, i could imagine Endymion and Sellene laughing at me saying i was in love and the they would play kiss the girl, which would make me snarl and then them making fun of me more. i snorted at the sight of me and my two arse cousins giggling while watching little mermaid in my head, it happened once when the movie came out and Sellene made a fuss of watching it and we three went to see it and knowing that we were children we used to mouth the song anytime one of us liked someone

i then after getting tired of seeing many clothes walked back to Mistward as i wouldn't be able to fly with the things with me, and after a long walk i reached and then walked in and entered the room and placed everything on the shelves, and got changed into clean clothes and then left to confront Maeve. And i entered the palace after a long flight but somehow it was really dark, cautiously i made my way to the throne room, and then once again saw no ray of light and still trusting my other senses, i walked and contemplated shifting into a hawk but stayed in my fae form. and then my foot got stuck in something and i looked down to see a rope tightening on my foot and I heard a scream as Maeve's magic took control of me. i couldn't stop seeing Lyria, who kept laughing at my helplessness, my throat dried of all water and my tongue was burning and my body temperature was rising. and my vision changed and what i saw brought me to my knees, Aelin's body impaled to the gates of Terrasen, her head shaved and burn marks etched on her face, and the flag of Maeve hanging form all the buildings in Terrasen indicating her rule over them. and a scream left my mouth as Aelin got the first lashing of her whip in endovier and i felt it, her life in Endovier and all before that passed before my eyes, and tears escaped my eyes. i felt helpless, and then i saw black with her final whipping. 

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I woke up with the sun shining bright on my face and saw no signs of Rowan in the room, but my eyes caught the bags placed on the vanity and also the irreplaceable  scent f chocolate filled my nose and i jumped out of bed and unboxed the chocolates and a smile made its way onto my face as i knew who exactly bought them for me and I opened the other packages which had many clothes, and i took out a dress , which was a corset one, with black boots.

And I strapped Goldryn on my back and a few daggers securely on my waist and wore a hooded cloak on it and then grabbing an apple i left to find Rowan, as i made it to the courtyard , i saw Emyrs and Malakai both worried and whispering, i approached the two males and put my hand on Emrys's shoulder and he turned to look at me and with a small sad smile gave me a letter.