Lost Souls

Chapter 1

Hello! una sa lahat thank you sa pag pili ng story na ito. Nais ko lamang sabihin na nabuo ko ito dahil inspired po ako sa mga story ni Ate April_Avery hehe. Idol ko talaga siya eh. I admit that this story is not perfect but I'm sure it will be worth to read. I hope we still meet in Epilogue! Keep safe guys!

Enjoy!

I.

I woke up early when I heard some noise down stairs. Actually that's not give me a shock, nasanay na akong ganito tuwing nandiyan sila Dad and Mom. They always agrued. They always shouting each other ewan ko ba pero nasa kanila na ang lahat but they always choose to do that. For me, when I heard them it means it's time for me to wake up.

Early morning pinilit kong tumayo at mag punta sa bathroom to take a shower, mas maaga ang naging gising ko ngayon kase sa mga nakaraang araw.

When everything is done I decided to go down stairs when my Dad approach me. I just look at him like nothing is new.

"Gabrielle?"

"Yes, Dad?"

"I heard you passed your exam but some reason your not passed my expectaion, why is it?"

I bit my lower lips to avoid say something that surely leads me to agrue with my father.

"Dad, I'm sorry. I promise I'll do better next time," I said without looking at his eyes.

"Nakakaumay kana Gabrielle! you always say that then what happend next? you always do the same!" I literaly jump a little when he started to shout on me. But I keep my eyes down on my feet, I keep silent.

"I'm sorry Dad," I appologies again.

"I don't need your sorry Gabrielle! I need an aprovement! Lagi ka na lang ganyan, bakit 'di mo gayahin ang kuya mo he always on the top!"

I silently sigh. Here we go again, comparing to my brother, why they always comparing me to the others like mas magaling siya, mas matalino, responsable. It sucks knowing that they can't value me, they can't accept what I can only do.

"Malelate na ako Dad, I need to go," I said with full of respect.

Before I step my foot I heard him once again saying do my best this time and prove him that Im his daugther. Agad na akong dumiretso palabas not bothering to bid goodbyes. Hindi na rin ako nakapag breakfast dahil para saan pa? I already full on my Dad sermons.

Nasanay na akong mag communte hindi tulad ni Kuya na may sariling sasakyan. I don't have cars like my brother, I don't have anything like my brothers have. Besides, my father says that I dont deserve to have those because Im a failure. I need to live and feel living because after all it's only myself that I haved.

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I heavly sigh before I enter my classroom and as I expected nothing greets me. Tahimik akong nag lakad papunta sa pinaka likod kung saan ko piniling pumuwesto dahil bukod sa tahimik ay wala namang gustong tumabi sakin.

Pinagmasdan ko ang paligid where everybody have their own world, have their own circles of friends, they always laughing at the every corner of this classroom. And, here I am, always seperating myself to others. Always observing. Yes, Im the one of those called Introvert.

Naging tahimik ang lahat nang dumating na ang aming Profesor. She always have that terror looks kaya halos lahat ng tinuturan niya ay takot sa kanya. Even me.

Pinanood ko lang siyang tignan kami isa isa with a disspointed eyes. But when she saw me, her eyes seems like saying you got the highest score again.