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bryce x reader part one

[y/n]

i'm late. four weeks late.

bryce and i have had scares like this before, but never this long. and all of the other times it just passed quickly and i never had to get him involved... but this time i'm not so sure.

i puked this morning, with no warning and no signs of sickness. bryce almost didn't go to his meeting this morning because he wanted to stay home and take care of me, but i obviously told him i'd be fine. i wasn't ready to tell him, especially if i wasn't sure. so i did what i had to do... i called addison.

phone conversation (a-addison, y/n-y/n)

a: hey beautiful, what's up?

y/n: addi, i need you to take me to buy a pregnancy test.

a: say no more, i'll see you in five.

she hung up the phone and i sat on bryce and i's bed and tried to remember the last time we had sex. but honestly it happens more than the average amount, so it didn't really help. but we almost always use protection, which is why i wasn't really scared about the late periods before, but four weeks is a little bit much.

"y/n?!" i heard the front door burst open and addison call out to me. i pulled myself out of bed and met her at the bottom of the stairs. "aw hunny," she pulled me into a hug and i let a few tears escape. i have never been more petrified in my entire life.

"t-thanks for coming. i d-didn't think i could d-drive," she wiped my eyes and nodded, pulling me out the door and helping me into her jeep.

we walked into cvs and my hands were shaking terribly. addison held tight to my right hand, but even she couldn't stop the tremble.

i wanted bryce here, but that was also the last thing i wanted at the same time. i couldn't even think about telling him if i was pregnant without feeling totally ill. 

we made it to the pregnancy tests and i was overwhelmed. why are there so many kinds when they all do the same thing? and do i just buy one and trust it or should i buy multiple? "addison what do i do? what do i get?" my heart rate was increasing the more i panicked. "come on, we'll just grab a couple average priced ones and you'll take them all so that we know for sure. and we'll grab the ones that tell you how far along you are," i nodded and she picked a few up and guided me to the counter.

we handed them to the cashier, a 40-ish year old woman who probably could've been my mom. she looked at me and i tried to smile at her but i knew i just looked terrified. "how long hunny?" i was confused by her question. "how long what?" my voice shook lightly. "how long have you and your boyfriend been together?" i nodded in understanding before responding. "three years," she said that was a good amount before asking our ages. "um, i'm e-eighteen and he's t-twenty-one," she smiled at me but i knew it wasn't in a joyful way.

"it'll be tough, but you guys can do it," i felt tears brim my eyes so addison thanked the lady before quickly steering me out of the store. 

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the waiting is what is killer. like why does it take five whole minutes for the stupid stick of pee to tell me whether i'm carrying a baby or not? i couldn't look at the tests, or the clock, or addison. all i could do was stare at the floor between my knees, paralyzed with fear of the unknown.

the timer went off on my phone and i instantly fought back tears. i told addison to lay them out on the floor in front of me. i wanted her to know first so she could prepare to comfort me.

"okay babygirl, open your eyes," she grabbed my hand and i opened my eyes. i looked around, reading the small print on each test.

lying in front of me were six positive pregnancy tests. 

i gasped, covering my mouth with my hands before sobbing into them. addison grabbed me by the shoulders and laid my head on her chest. she whispered to me that everything was going to be alright and i wasn't alone in this. i couldn't stop crying and i just kept choking out "what am i gonna tell bryce?". 

neither of us were ready to be parents. and i knew that for a fact. 

our careers were our priority right now. he was living his best life and we were so happy. and now i have to drop this bomb on him. what will people say? what will our friends think? will he leave me because he isn't ready?

all of these questions ran through my head as addison held me tightly while i fell to pieces on my bathroom floor.