TikTok Boys

nick x reader

[y/n]

"it's pool day bitch! get your ass up and dressed in that cute bikini you just bought!" avani jumped onto my bed and shook me awake. "what?" i was groggy and couldn't process what she was screaming at me. "get your ass dressed in that cute new bikini and get downstairs! it's family pool n picnic day for the fourth of July!" it sunk in and i rolled out of bed slowly. i looked in the mirror and frowned. 

"today isn't bikini day for me. i look like a beached whale," avani came up behind me and hugged me. "don't say that about yourself. you're one of the most beautiful, sexiest women I've ever met," i hugged her tight and held back the choking feeling in my throat. "no wonder nick never notices me," i pinched a roll on my stomach. avani bursted out in laughter and i was thoroughly confused why. 

"you're the blind one, not nick," she snorted at me. "yeah right," i changed into a one-piece and slipped an oversized button up shirt on top. I threw my hair into some messy braids and put on a bucket hat to match my suit. i walked out of the bathroom and vani was on my bed waiting for me. "what the hell is that?" she motioned to my suit. "it's a bathing suit avani sweetie," i pushed a pair of huge sunglasses onto my face. "what about that cute new bikini you just bought for today?" i shook my head and didn't say a word.

"let's go avani," i began walking out the door and she grabbed my hand. "i wish you weren't so hard on yourself y/n. i think you're beautiful, and so does everyone else," i smiled lightly at her, before pulling her down the stairs and out to the backyard. 

"what's poppin' ladiesssss?" chase ran toward me and wrapped an arm around my shoulder. "good morning chasey," he pecked my temple and led me toward the pool. "all of our ladies are lookin' fineeeee today boys!" all of the boys looked up at us and i wrapped my shirt around my body and crossed my arms. i sat down on a pool chair and did my best to cover my body. i watched everyone play around in the pool and swim, mostly laughing at their craziness.

"hey you! babygirl!" i looked up to see who nick was talking to, but i met his eyes. he was looking at me. "what's cookin' good lookin'?" i try and make my flirting subtle and jokes, but i never know if it's working. "why are you all mopey today? come in the pool and have some fun," he smiled at me and i lost my breath. "i'm having lots of fun from here," i sat up and covered my thighs. addi sat down next to me and nick swam away, so i assumed he'd drop the subject. i was ridiculously wrong.

i felt a pair of wet arms slide around my waist and hoist me off of my chair. "what the hell is happening?" i found nick's face attached to the arms. "nick, put me down please. i really don't want to swim," i laughed nervously, trying to make it seem like a joke. "i'll put you down in the water," he was laughing, but his smile couldn't even make me feel better. before i could yell anything else i was hurtled toward the water and felt it splash around me.

i resurfaced and climbed out of the water as fast as i could. everyone was laughing and looking at me. i looked down and the water had soaked my white button up, making it cling to my body and reveal everything. "y/n? are you okay? we were only joking," i didn't look up at anyone, i just heard the laughter and i felt my breaths become shorter and my shirt stick to my body.

i ran.

[nick]

i watched her run off in the opposite direction, ignoring all of our calls to her. "shit... i didn't mean to scare her," i ran my fingers through my wet hair and tried to figure out what to do. "you didn't scare her nick," i turned to look at avani. "then why did she take off like that?" she looked at me sympathetically. "she felt her insecurities this morning. she told me that she looked like a beached whale and that she was fat," she looked physically ill from how y/n feels.

"what?! how could she think that?! she is literally the most beautiful girl in the world!" avani rolled her eyes at me. "go and tell her that nick! god the two of you are impossibly in love with each other! it's exhausting!" she shoved me in the direction of the house and i knew what i had to do.

[y/n]

i sat on my bed in an oversized sweatshirt in shorts, but i couldn't stop shaking. i covered all of the mirrors and reflective objects in my room to be alone with my thoughts. i heard a knock on my door, so i wiped my eyes quickly and tried to compose myself. "c-come in," the door cracked open and nick's gorgeous face poked through it.

"hey babygirl..." he always makes me blush when he calls me that. "h-hey... sorry for t-taking off," he crawled onto my bed and sat down, facing me. "vani told me that you... you don't like the way you look," i closed my eyes tightly, pushing the tears back. "um... yeah. yeah, i don't like my body and the way i look. but i didn't wanna project that negativity onto any of you, so i just decided not to swim today," i couldn't meet his eyes.

"i'm sorry for throwing you in the pool when you said no y/n. i shouldn't have done that, and i should've known that something was bothering you," him blaming himself is not gonna work. "no, no, no. never blame yourself for how i feel or react to things. your very existence is so important to my happiness," i crawled over and straddled his crossed legs, hugging him tightly to my body. i could feel his heart beat through my own chest.

he pulled back and held my face between his hands. "y/n... i don't want you to feel this way about yourself. because... i think you're the most beautiful girl in the entire world and i love you so much, for everything about you," my heart rate picked up its pace. "thank you nick... i love you more," he rubbed my cheeks with his thumbs and gazed into my eyes. 

"you're incapable of loving me more than i love you babygirl..." before i could do anything he attached our lips together and my whole body went completely numb. i fell right into him and i would've let him do anything he wanted to me. he pulled back for air and was panting. 

"we need to slow down or i'm gonna take your sexy ass right here, right now," he called me sexy... and for the first time in my life, i didn't want to argue with him.