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joe x reader part two

a/n - hey my little monsters!

a part two of this imagine was requested so i thought it would be fun to take this one a little further! hope you enjoy!

all my love,

kass

[y/n]

it's been a month since i broke up with joe. a full month of hell. i was withering away, not being able to get over the boy that i thought i was gonna be with forever.

he however, seems to be thriving by the looks of his social media pages. he's growing even more of a following and he and his friends are even going on tour across the U.S in a few weeks. i'm so proud of him, despite him seemingly being over me.

"hey y/n," my co-worker at starbucks - cassie - greeted me cheerfully. "hey cassie," i gave a quiet response, not really feeling cheery, yet again today. "guess what i'm doing in a few weeks!" she nudged my shoulder, clearly excited by this event.

"what are you doing?" i started taking orders while half-listening to her. something caught my attention though. "did you know that the waud twins are from just outside of our town?! ugh they're so hot and i could actually have a chance! i'm totally team joe! do you know who they are?" i felt my breath get caught in my throat.

my eyes started to well up in tears, causing my vision to blur. i couldn't breathe, and i feel like i can't respond.

"um, n-no. i have no idea w-who they are," i kept my head down, but she kept pushing it. "aw really?! you should totally check them out! they are so sex-" i cut her off before she could finish that adjective. "cassie, i've gotta go. tell management i'm sorry and cover for me, please?" before she could answer i was out the door and down the road, heading toward my house.

my parents were gone to work, so i could be alone to cry my feelings out.

joe hadn't even texted me since that night, but i still hold onto hope that maybe he's missing me a little bit. i can barely even leave my room without feeling like i'm going to fall to pieces, while he's going on tour and meeting new people.

my pity party consisting of watching if i stay and crying, was interrupted by a knock on my front door. i groaned and half-ass wiped my tears, before getting up and heading for the door.

"hey, right now isn't really a good time. i-" i was cut off by a voice i thought i would never hear again. "y/n? baby? are you okay?" my eyes flew upwards and landed on the face of the love of my life. his eyes looked tired in person, dark bags etched under them. and he was holding something that belonged to me.

"i-is that eddie?" joe nodded, holding the small teddy bear out to me. "y-you left him behind. b-but i wanted to hold onto him in c-case i never had the balls to f-face you again," i took the fluffy bear out of his grasp and held him up to my face, taking in joe's scent. 

"w-what are you doing here?" my gaze fell away from his eyes and back down to my feet. "i came here to get my baby back. and to... apologize for being one of the biggest douche bags ever to the most wonderful girl in the entire world. i have never regretted anything more in my life than letting you slip away," he sniffled, which caused my eyes to shoot back up to his. 

tears were free-falling and he wouldn't look me in the eye. "joe..." i couldn't finish what i was saying before he interrupted me. 

"no y/n... i don't deserve you trying to make excuses for me anymore. i need to own up to my shit, tell you how much of an asshole i was to you. i made it seem like you didn't deserve my attention and that i was better because i have a lot of friends. but you're not just my best friend, you're also the love of my life. this means that i need to put you first.

"loving you should be the most important thing in my life, because you are the most important part of me. and i treated you like you weren't important or worthy of my affection. i was so wrong and so out of line and i don't even deserve you to take me back. that's why i took so long to come here. i was waiting for you to forget about me and move on to someone who deserves your love,"

by the end of his speech my tears had returned in full force. i couldn't get out any words, all i could do was stare at him. "i-i understand if you never w-wanna see me again," i still couldn't form the correct words to say. he turned to leave, but my hand shot out and grabbed his before my brain could react.

"joe wait. i was just processing everything you said, i'm sorry," i pulled him into a hug, wrapping my arms around his neck. he put his hands under my thighs and hoisted me up to wrap myself around him completely. 

"i promise i'll never treat you like that ever again. please never leave me ever again," i nuzzled my face into the side of his neck, leaving tender kisses in a trail. 

"i love you y/n,"

"i love you too joe,"