Higher love

Idk what's going on but it's a lot

I couldn't take my eyes off him while he was talking I mean he looked handsome with that smile .
I was staring at him deeply without saying a word, he was so excited talking about those books . he started waving at me with his hands to get me back to reality. Unconsciously i asked him if he wanted to sit next me . He didn't answer me, he just smiled, came towards me  and sat right next time. I removed my earphones and told him with smooth voice "Let me read the next chapter!" My face turned red so i tried to hide it with my hair. I started having shameless thoughts while he was near me. Suddenly i felt his hand on my forehead so i moved my head real quick
- " omg do you have a fever ? We should go to the doctor !! " Josh seemed to be worried. I refused and said that i'll be okay tomorrow. He wasn't really convinced but  pretended to. I tried to change the subject and asked him
- "where were you living before coming to LA?"
- " Hmm... why are you asking? It's none of your business." Honestly i was shocked , why would he react like this? he had never been rude to me . Is it too personal for me to know about it? I turned my head
- " I'm sorry if you don't want to talk about it Josh . I didn't want bring back bad memories . " i felt ashamed
- " No , I'm the one who should be sorry Sarah . I'm sorry for being rude, i didn't mean it ." He said with his eyes down . Then he stood and walked to the door
- " I should go , my parents should be looking for me "
I didn't know what to say . He got closer and gently tucked my hair behind my ear and kissed my cheek. Omg!! what the hell was that!! . Before saying anything or reacting he walked out the room and closed the door behind him before realizing what happend, the door opened again:
-" Thanks for the t-shirt " he winked s i nodded and smiled , he went without coming back this time.
        When he left, i laid on my bed and turned off the light . I kept staring at the roof all night thinking about what happened yesterday, i was overthinking about it . I wasn't feeling good Iwanted to throw up , i drunk a cup of water then I threw up on the floor i thought about the snacks i ate, maybe they were the reason . I cleaned it and  came back to my bed, but still didnt feel myself,  I stayed wide awake until the sunlight entered the window I looked at my phone screen  and saw that it was already 5a.m . I took my diary and wrote about last night then i went back to my bed trying to sleep but i couldn't. After a while, i looked at my phone screen so It's 7:56a.m ,  more 4 minutes till  the alarm goes on . I moved from my bed then looked at the mirror and remembered again what happened last night, a shy smile brightened my face . I decided to prepare myself, i took a shower first because it was still early . After wearing my red hoodie top cropped , my black sweatpants and my black & red nike jordans i put my backpack and left the room then I remembered my cuffed beanie hat so i came back and put it. I went down stairs and met my parents they were talking about yesterday's party but actually i wasn't really listening or caring about what happened in the party all i cared about was what happened in my room.
     When school time came, i went to the bus station. Unfortunately i found out that the bus that i take was disabled and that the next one won't be here in less than an hour, it was useless to wait.  no choice, i got to walk to school, it will get me 30 mins  at least to get there, so i put the music on and started walking until I felt a car coming close and slowly. I started walking faster but the car was still following me. Then I decided to run because i was scared and i was just thinking about being kidnapped .
       I couldn't turn back but i felt the car has stopped, suddenly someone pulled me by my bag so i turned  fast and more terrified then saw Josh

I screamed " DAMN !! THE HELL YOU SCARED ME !! ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME ??"

then I looked at the car then to the driver so i noticed that it was his dad . They both kept laughing

-" that's not funny Josh '' 
-" Come on Sarah ! Relax ! I called you but your ears were closed with those earphones !" He said laughing and talisman my earphones off .

I relaxed then smiled. I felt very shy. My  face turned red . Josh kept laughing and  asked me if i needed a ride because his father was taking him to school, i accepted. He opened the back door .such a gentleman, i climbed in and his dad said " Hey Sarah ! "
      - " Hello Mr. Tim " i replied politely and shy about what i've said .
     - " Call me Tim please " he said smiling, i know I can't call him by his name because he is older than me and he deserves respect. "You should not be here alone , it's empty and dangerous for a girl in your age . Do you walk all the way to school everyday alone ?"  Mr Tim adds
I explained my situation and he got it. He asked me about my absence in the party and I told him that i had homework. Josh didn't say anything in our way to school.