Broken Guy Meets Broken Girl (ONGOING)

Liam

i cannot contain my anger any longer

Sasabog na talaga ako dito kay Liam

"what do you mean ako ang simula ng lahat?!"

"diba kung hindi mo sana ko hinalikan sa club nun  hindi sana yun nakita ni Berlin at may chance pa sana na nagkabalikan kami. Pero ano ngayon? Nagulo kami lalo"

"My God Liam I was drunk that time . And if I was in my right state of mind that night edi sana hindi ko ginawa yun. You know how much I loved Adam"

"pero dahil dyan sa lecheng pagka lasing mo nadamay ako"

Pataas na ng pataas ang boses nya sakin

Who is he to blame everything on me?!

I'm really hurt sa mga sinasabi niya

Akala ko pa naman kahit papano may chance na ako naman yung tignan nya

But that Berlin always gets on the way

Everytime I talk to Liam .. He is always cold and quiet

Lalo na nung alam nyang galit ako kay Berlin

"You know what Liam.. I can't take this anymore. Blame me all you want. But you cannot tell me not to hate Berlin. Una sa lahat .. You are drunk right now because of her am I right? Second.. Lagi nalang sya ang hadlang sa lahat sakin. si Adam . Tapos pati sayo kahati ko padin siya?!"

He suddenly laughed at me .. Tipsy na tipsy na sya .. He stood up and hinawakan nya ang pisngi ko

"Look"

Hinarap nya yung pisngi ko sa direction wherein nandun yung mirror

"di mo ba nakikita?"

Sabi pa nya

I cannot give him any answers .. I don't know what he's trying to tell me

"yang mukhang yan... Ang ganda diba. You are so beautiful Zindy pero.."

He started pointing out my heart

"yan.. Walang wala ka."

"Sinasabi mo lang yan kasi all you can see is Berlin Berlin Berlin. Its always Berlin. I tried my best moving on from Adam. And there you are sakto .  You came into my life. Hindi ako makapaniwala na I would like you. Pero eto eh Liam I like you i really do . So please stop looking for that Trash Berlin"

His eyes suddenly turned really angry na parang sasaktan nya na ko

He started getting even more closer at me

And..

He kissed me .

Pagkabitaw nya sa kiss .. He looked at me straight in the eyes

"wala talaga akong maramdaman"

It hurts so much.. I can't help but cry

My eyes were crying but he looks like wala talaga syang pakialam

I don't deserve this

I like him and he should like me back

I always get what I want and that is what will happen

Humiga na sya sa bed nya na parang walang nangyare

I looked around the room and lumapit sa desk malapit sa bed ko

*BLAAAG*

Sinira ko yung lampshade and ang daming bubog and glass na nabasag

Napatingin sa direction ko bigla si Liam

"ano ?  Did it sober you up?"

Bigla syang napatayo

And smirked at me

Binasag nya rin yung lamp katabi ng kama nya

"stop acting like that Liam . Or else.."

Kumuha ako ng isang piece ng glass na nabasag

Tinapat ko ito sa wrist ko

I know it's cheap

But I don't care anymore

Kailangan nyang sumunod sakin

Kailangan nyang magstay sakin

"anong gagawin mo? You'll aim for your wrist and magpapaka matay ka ganun ba?"

He's so cold

Wala parin siyang pake

May mga dugo ng tumutulo mula sa kamay ko

Pumulot din sya ng piece of glass galing sa binasag nyang lampshade

And

"LIAM STOP ITTT!"

nabitawan ko ang hawak ko na glass

Ng sunod sunod nyang laslasin ang sarili niya

Lumapit ako sakanya and nanghihina na sya

Why did he do that?!

"I told you.. Kahit anong gawin mo .. Kung wala si Berlin. Wala narin akong saysay"

He closed his eyes and I don't know what to feel

What should I doo?!

Natataranta na akoo

Nanginginig ang kamay ko but I stilled tried my best to get my phone and call my cousin Sherdon.

"hellow zindy? What do you need?"

What should I say?

Should I say that it's my fault

I cannot say thattt. Given the fact that Berlin is the one who started our argument

Lahat nalang kasi siya ang gusto.

Wala namang special sakanya

"couz help us! Y-you know our room
n-number diba?!"   nanginginig na pati ang bose ko

"anong nangyari bakit ganyan ka magsalita"

"just hurry up! L-liam tried to take his life.
B-because of Berlin"