Felix knew it was wrong
To feel this way
But now he had Chan
It just wasn't enough
He looked up at Chan from his place on the sofa
So why wasn't it enough
Why did Felix feel wrong?
"Felix are you alright?" Chan looked over at the boys completly emotionless face.
Surely it's enough
Was he alright?
No. Ever since this started he's never been alright
Please just let it be enough
"I'm sorry chan" he wasn't sorry at all though was he?
Not once had he ever been sorry
I want it to be enough
"Sorry for what Felix I don't understand" Chan tilted his head slightly in confusion
Felix stood up. Maybe he'd been planning this from the beginning.
But the knife he almost unconsciously grabbed this morning when he was making breakfast was held firmly in his grip behind his back
