⚠️ graphic descriptions
Felix didn't know how long it had been, What he did know was that he had now an array of crossed red string sewn into his skin.
You almost couldn't see it around the blood that had been pouring out of the deep wounds.
Felix knew it would hurt. It was just a matter of time until he stabbed the needle into a vital organ.
But needless to say Felix was getting bored.
Jisung was so fucking inexperienced.
He was clumsy and reckless, couldn't even do the fucking job right.
So felix sat twitching as Jisung stabbed his pinky with the string, thinking of a way to get rid of him
It was the least he could do to end the pathetic excuse he was
Felix glanced around, a light a clock---------- NO no clocks let's not think about those.
Felix first contemplated how to get up, Jisung thankfully had only tied him up with tape. What a stupid mistake.
In no time Felix had managed to pry the hand that wasn't occupied away from Jisung. It hurt to even move with the fresh stitches but he had to go through with it.
Felix knew his room well. If Jisung hadn't found it there was a small knife hidden under the mattress.
Aha
Grabbing the knife Felix held it carefully in his small hand.
Jisung had turned to look up at him, his hands leaving Felix for a second to study his face.
"Why Chan?" Felix asked, he couldn't get rid of him without knowing
"Oh!" Jisungs back straightened "its simple actually"
"Hm?"
"My boyfriend- he left me for him...And I never understood why"
"MINHO?!" Felix choked, minho used to be jisungs boyfriend?
"Yes and well, it was so strange- No minho was strange. He started disappearing and whenever he came home his face would be a blank slate. At first I though he was being black mailed into gang activity because he would always cone home with bruises...And then suddenly he just told me he wanted to...to break up with me" Jisung gulped "And I thought it was you, you two were so close I thought, I thought you took him from me but then when we went into school he was suddenly with Chan and I... I didn't know what to do I just I had to do something"
"He stole him from me, I don't know how, I don't know what he did but he did something! And I'll never forgive him. Once you're out of the way theres nothing stopping me from getting him"
Felix's jaw dropped using jisungs vulnerability he acted quickly knocking him to the floor and pressing the knife into his kneck
"Jisung I...im sorry" Felix whispered
"Youre what?"
I'm sorry things had to be this way, it's fucked...If only we just talked to each other" Felix laughed gripping the knife harder that his pierced skin began to burn
"Yeah it is"
They were just staring at each other all time seemed to stop. Felix remembered before all this. When they were friends just loving out their school life.
He couldnt leave Jisung like this
"smile for me" Felix whispered a small genuine smile pulling onto his own lips
"Ok..." Jisung whispered his mouth turning to smile "ok"
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Warning over ngl I kinda almost cried writing jisungs death 😗✌
Felix Walked out of his house with a limp. A major fucking limp.
Ok it would probably take him hours to remove the stupid stitches.
He wasn't sure why Chan hadn't come to get him
He knew he was gonna be at his house.
Anyway
He slowly walked back to Chan's, it was midnight now and he was honestly exaughsted.
He finally got to Chan's door knocking quietly
The door flung open at an instant. As if Chan had been waiting just the other side of it.
"Felix!"
"Hey...chan"
...
"Why the fuck did you let him do that?!" Chan almost screamed at him as Felix awkwardly fiddled with the red stitching around his arm
"I don't know I just, couldnt get away"
Lie
"Felix why did you go!?"
"I just thought...maybe we could make up"
Lie
"Felix he was crazy"
"No he just, he just wanted to talk things out"
Lie
"Felix I don't know what up with you"
"I don't know what's up with me ok!"
Lie
"Why please just talk to me!"
"I feel...empty"
Truth
"Felix?"
"It's not enough"
Why isn't it enough?
