I placed a blanket and pillows on Calum since he fell asleep on the couch. This guy is gonna regret everything when he sobered up.
I am now all bundled up in my bed, just staring at the ceiling because I immediately thought of Finn. This is one thing I hate about nights, you just flop down your bed and all the thinking just attacks you all at once. Overthinking everything makes it hard for me to fall asleep. It just haven't sunk in to me on the fact that Finn is leaving, we know each other for ages, he was the one who made everything slightly better. He's the one who was there when I was so miserable. And now he's gonna leave. Him and Eva are the only people I have now. He can't be leaving.
And with that, tears started to fall down on my sheets.
Why does it feel like my whole world is about to collapse all over again.
Calum's POV
I knew this is going to happen, I was awaken by my head pounding heavily and I feel like throwing up. I look around me and realized I fell asleep on the couch with a blanket around me. I tried to remember what happened last night but I failed.
"Do you regret drinking too much now?" and suddenly Shaylene came in, with her hair up and sweatpants on. Her shirt hugged her body and chest tightly, revealing her belly button and the small of her back.
"What happened last night?" I asked her, my eyes barely opened.
"You skipped school and came home drunk." She states, tossing a panadol tablet on the table.
"How are you feeling?" she asks.
"Hot." I answered.
She came back with a bowl in her hands as she came towards me. "Move." she says and I did what she commanded. Her back was gently brushed against my hip.
"Are you supposed to be getting ready for school?" I ask her while she stirs the soup in the bowl.
"I don't take much time to get ready." she simply says.
"Sit up." she looks at me, waiting for me to sit up.
"Did you put acid in there?" I ask her.
"You didn't remind me." she jokes and rolled her eyes making me laugh slightly.
"Why are you doing this?" seriously though, everything she does nice confuses me, she is supposed to treat me like shit like what I did to her before.
"What am I supposed to do, leave you lying here sick?"
"Yes." I answered.
"Stop asking and open your mouth."
It only took three spoons and I already feel like throwing up. I immediately stood up and went straight to the bathroom.
After basically throwing up my soul to the sink, I leaned in the wall and shut my eyes.
"Give yourself a bath to warm yourself up." she looks at me, sounding worried.
"It's better for you to stay here, you don't feel very well." she states before disappearing in the door frame.
Shaylene already left for school after cooking me breakfast which I was eating now. Everything is slightly confusing me, I don't even know why. I liked the fact that she cares, but at the same time I hate it. I want her to hurt me, like what I did. Whenever she does something to me it has a huge effect on me, I don't even know what the hell it is. But it makes me feel weird, and I hate it.
