𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 | 𝒌. 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒆

24. 𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒎𝒂𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏

"D-don't panic!" you try to calm yourself as you stand in front of his front door, but you can't help but pace back and forth. You clench your chest and try to somehow stop it from beating so quickly but fail. "Don't pa--" Before you can finish your pep talk, the door opens, revealing a Kita who is just as nervous. "O-oh, Shin-chan! I was just about to knock," you fake a laugh as Kita stares, unconvinced.

"Come in please." He motions you to come in as you follow. As you walk in, you are nervous with every move you take until you're finally sitting on his couch.

"How was the tour, N/n-san?" Kita starts the conversation.

"I-it was great! I met a lot of fans and had such a great time--in all honesty. Concerts are going to be the thing I'm going to miss the most about my job--interacting with people." You smile and stare at your feet that are playing with each other.

"I'm happy you had a great time then and your hard work paid off." He gives you a smile that causes you to blush.

"T-thanks, Shin-chan." You look down once more and start playing with your fingers now. Kita notices how nervous you are and gets worried.

"Am I making you feel uncomfortable, N/n-san?" Blushing, you place your hands in front of you and wave them back and forth while shaking your head.

"A-ah, no! I mean, yes, but not in a bad way!" Kita stares at you, unconvinced which causes you to sigh.

"I-I recently had a talk with Atsumu-kun," you start, which immediately catches Kita's attention. However, you look at your hands as you speak. "Honestly, I never thought that he'd be a person I'd really enjoy having in my life! I've hear a lot about him before and I've watched him play volleyball as well; so I thought he'd be someone who is really full of himself."

'He is,' Kita thinks to himself but decides not to intervene.

"But when I first met him, he was such a nervous wreck! Turns out, he was just a silly volleyball idiot." You laugh then continue, "but he's actually very observant and... caring. The more time I spent with him, the more I realized that he was real and not putting up a mask in front of his face. Like I've said before, I had a lot of bad experiences with people--especially other celebrities--so, he surprised me." Hearing you speak about Atsumu really hurt Kita's heart. His stomach--especially--felt so empty like someone had taken all of his organs out. "Talking with him the other day really opened my eyes when I was so confused."

"Just say it, N/n-san," he interrupts you, "just reject me quickly!" As your eyes widen, you let out a smile when you notice how worried he was. So, you place a hand on his thigh.

"He helped me realize how much of a great person you are and even though I've known you for maybe a month, I've grown to love your company, personality, and touch. I always knew I was attracted to you--since the first day I met you--but when you confessed, I hadn't thought that far and was... nervous and scared." Kita just relaxes with your words and touch. "But, I trust you and know that you're an amazing person, Shinsuke... you're the person who I want as my first everything and I can't get you out of my mind." You chuckle then look at him into his eyes. "I like you too, Shinsuke." Kita just stares at you for a few seconds before allowing his head to fall on your shoulder. His action surprises you. "E-eh, Shin-chan?!"

"Shh... I was just so nervous about your answer, N/n-san... I thought you were going to reject me; so I was trying to prepare for it," he says as he looks down to your lap. You soften and place a hand in his soft locks.

"You're such an amazing person, Shin-chan and it's something you need to realize," you whisper into his ear, which sends him chills.

"You're the amazing person." He lifts his face to look at your face which is inches away. At that moment, the only thing you both knew was that your feelings for each other were genuine and they no longer had to be concealed. So, Kita decides to make the first move and starts to close his eyes while leaning in. Following his lead, you allow your eyelids to fall and you softly purse your lips. Within a second later, your lips connect and butterflies flutter in both of your guys' stomachs. To show more affection and without even thinking, Kita places a hand behind your small neck, and the other against your cheek. Tilting your head a bit to deepen the kiss, you blush at the contact and tightly grip the front of his shirt. The hand on your neck, slowly falls to your lower back and he backs out as you both pant for air. Embarrassed, you lean your head against his chest and look down which causes him to chuckle. "Thanks for giving me your first kiss, N/n-san. You're also an amazing kisser!" He smiles and combs your hair as you blush even harder.

"Shut up! You're not helping me," you pout and snuggle into his chest even more before he lifts your face to look at him.

"Would you like to be my girlfriend, F/n?" he asks which causes your heart to stop beating for a second.

"Y-yes, Shinsuke." You give him a crashing hug that he immediately returns.

Date: 22 June 2020