I've been lying

Chapter 13

Sinubuan ko nanaman siya,, tumitingin lang siya sakin. I don't know pero for now it's not awkward. Nakakapagusap din kami pero tipid na mga sagot at tanong lang.

Nang matapos siya kumain humiga nanaman siya.
I am looking at him, I want to say something pero I don't know what to tell him.
" Don't look at me with pity princess" I nodded. Kahit anong gawin ko di ko talaga maiwasang umawa. O tucked him in "Sleep now Rain"

He tapped his bed next to him an indication that I should lay beside him "oh sumusobra kana ha, dito nalang muna ako"

"Sayangg naman, akala ko tatabi kana sakin mismo eh" napatawa ako sa kanya pero tumayo ako at tumabi sa kanya sa higaan na ikinabigla niya.

"I won't lay down, I'll just sit here okay? I need to watch over your temperature Rain." He smiled at me, para siyang bata kung maka smile. Nawawala yung mga maga niya and syempre  I smiled back. Okay Ahkrista it's just between patient and a doctor thing.

He moved closer to my legs, linagyan niya ng cover kasi nakalimutan ko din nakashorts lang  ako. Hinapit niya ako papalapit at hinagkan ang mga legs ko. Tinignan ko siya ng maigi at nakalimutan ko ding magdala ng phone kaya yung buhok niya ang napagtripan ko and I started to comb his hair. I felt him relaxed and move closer to me.

A long minutes have passed and thought he was sleeping already. Im ready to climbed off pero hinigpitan nanaman niya yung yakap niya sa paa ko. I sighed and continued to stroke his hair. Di ko din namamalayan nakatulog na din pala ako.
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Nagising ako sa bisig ni Rain. He was stroking my hair carefully kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.

"Good morning princess" tumayo ako para hawakan kung may lagnat paba at buti nalang bumababa. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag.

He hold my hand and hold it tightly but not too tight to hurt me. Tumingin ako sa kanya at tinanong siya kung gusto niya bang kumain at wala, di siya sumagot sakin nakatingin padin siya. Kaya pinitik ko yung ulo niya para matauhan naman lang

"Owww, ba't ang lakas ng pitik mo? Panglalake yata kamay mo princess!" I laughed at him he hold me again at hinawakan din yung mukha ko. I am again mesmerized by his light brown eyes. Kung tignan mo kasi para siyang naka contacts dahil sa ganda nito.
Naalala ko tuloy si Andre, namimiss ko na siya pero ayoko nman masaktan siya ng dahil sakin. Napatigil ako sa pagiisip ng biglang pinisil ni Rain yung mukha ko.Pero di naman masakit.

"Ang weak mo, hindi naman ako nasaktan don" napatawa kaming dalawa. Pero bigla siyang  napatigil at tumingin sa taas

"I don't know princess pero when you took care of me. I felt my ill body became fine.  Iba talaga pag may nag aalaga sakin" heto nanaman yung puso ko. Tumitibok ng malakas.

I felt bad for Andre, It feels that Im cheating in him.
I don't know what will happen to me and to him. And I know also I'm being selfish here. But I can't let go of him. I'm too in love  with him that I will do anything to keep him safe.

I had to endure this for months, and I think I will enjoy Rain's company now.