Secrets & Lies (𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑒𝑑)

-A/N-

Guys- get ready for some tea because I'm about to vent about the shitty people at my high school.

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Get this.

High school. A place full of people who will judge you for absolutely no reason or maybe just for fun. Me, a girl who loves to watch anime, reads and writes fanfics- this two girls in my class ask me... "Do you like anime?" I obviously say yes and their response was, "Oh well, you must be lesbian or bisexual because everyone who watches anime is gay." That's what they said... and omg- it took me all of my strength to not say anything back to them. I was pissed, they also said that "Oh, anime is also just some gay Chinese shit so why do you watch it?" LIKE FUCK ME- The anger that was built up inside of me was about to frickin explode!!

Later on the day- the same girl from that stupid ass duo... she was hanging out with me and some other girls and she continued on how I may be lesbian/bi and how anime is just some gay shit that nobody likes... reminder; this girl is smaller than me, I was standing next to her having to fight the urge to not punch her or yell at her. Her and that friend of hers also disrespect the LGBQT+ community which was another thing that added to my frustration.

At school, I may seem like that happy type of person with an endless amount of energy but... it's literally just a cover for me to let people know that I'm not 'depressed' like my god- the kids at my school don't even understand the definition of depression or racism.

They just assume things- and these boys in my class keep calling my math teacher sexist for no reason.

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Then you got this girls from different classes who spare me dirty looks... now that I think about it, I hate school. The students there are fucking idiots and think they are the fucking kings and queens of the land- the teachers are ok and I don't mind actually learning there... it's just my 'clASSmates' and those other brats from different classes...

I do have my own friends and I do get alone with many people in my year level but there is yet so many who act like bitch's and don't know when to stop.

Also... I don't think many people actually support the LGBQT+ community in my school which... is ok because everyone has their own opinions and all but sometimes... they need to keep their thoughts to themselves.

But when I get home and get onto Wattpad or sometimes Instagram... I feel so happy and all my positive energy comes back because of you guys. I don't think you actually realise how much I love you all- and OMG- I got called 'Makki-chan' the other day and not to long ago, someone called me 'Makki-san' which I honestly flicked out!

I love coming home to the funny comments and all the support I get, it makes me feel so warm and fuzzy..

I love you all, I really do!

We may be strangers and I understand if you don't want to say anything but I want to let you guys know that I'm here for you and that I will love you all the way till the very end ❤️🥰🙈💖🥺

Please take care and I'll see you all again soon~

Love ya!

~ Makki :-)

Uhh- yes, thanks for listening to me vent and all... that's my high school for ya! Anyways, take care, goodnight and love you all ❤️👌