Love Alphabet

C = Covet

Ming's POV

He is handsome, that was undeniable, he was some kind of prince charming, but at the same time, he was kind of an asshole, he treated Wayo horrible the firsts days of meeting him, calling him names, and pointing out his money, like it was something bad, being born in a wealthy family, wasn't him the same?. But Yo was fixed on him, his little altar growing each day turning a little bit more creepy

I was already tired of getting information for Wayo, and everyone kept saying the same, P'Phana was the best student in the Medical Faculty, he was generous, he had some kind of paternal rol with his two best friends, he played most sports, his family was rich, and some girl from the same faculty was the closest to be his girlfriend, so he was probably very straight.

But recently...recently i can't stop thinking about him, and not just as Wayo crush, but as a extremely good looking man, i was not strange to have a crush on a guy, but i never went after them, it was bothersome, it was easier to be with a girl, to just turn on the charm and be what they wanted.

"Where is your friend Nong?" a deep voice asked behind me, i turned around and there was P'Pha, asking me about Wayo

"He probably slept late P', did you needed something?" i lied for my friend and smiled innocent

"No" was his short answer and pushed two drinks to me, a pink milk and water "i didn't know what you liked"

I want to feel his hands, they look so strong but delicate, they are really going to be the hands of a doctor, i imagine them roaming around my body, how would they feel over my thighs, holding my shaft, squeezing around my neck. I shocked myself out of my thoughts or i would get hard, I was stunned for a second, and then smiled, he had bought two drinks, one for Wayo, and seeing he wasn't there, he gave me his drink to save face "thank you P', i'll give it to him" he nodded and walked to the place where we were practicing the dance, a little bit later i watched as my senior P'Forth was talking to Yo, and P'Phana was looking at them, this was not going to end well, and i told Wayo as soon as both seniors left, i handed him the drink and he left it with me to chase after P'Pha. I envied Yo, his love was going to be as sweet as dreamed

"I shall not covet" i said to myself "God dammit, you know better Mingkwan" i put the pink milk over the table

"Oh so you finally fell for him?"

"What!? P'Forth!!, you scared me! I thought you had left already!" i explained and stand to wai at him, he greeted me back and smirked

"So? Fell for him?, he is cute"

"P'!!!, no! Of course not!"

"Why are you denying it so hard?"

"He is Wayo's long love"

"Oh!? Well i was talking about N'Yo, but it seems i read that wrong? You like Phana!?, It's not bad that you like a man you know?" he smiled and patted my head.

"I know you and P'Beam are lovers, i don't have a problem with that" i explained while looking away

"Everyone in this University knows about us, we are the best couple, but that's another theme" "Haven't you talked to N'Yo?"

"About what?"

"About the process of automation" he replied with sarcasm "about your crush on Phana!"

"I cant P', Wayo is my best friend, its my brother, i can't do that" i lowered my gaze to the ground

"Hurting yourself to keep him happy... i really dont think N'Yo its going to be happy when he finds out"

"He is not going to find out P', besides this... crush, thing, is not going to last, we have many beautiful stars to gaze at" i finished our conversation and smiled to a few girls who smiled back, P'Forth shook his head

At night, i fell on my bed and closed my eyes, my mind filling the void with P'Phana's face, and I'm just a weak man, i want what shouldn't have, i long for a moment in his company, for every second i can get, and i think about him as my hand reaches into my pants.

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