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KABANATA 16

Sa aking pagbaba ay una kong nakita si sweden,I smiled at her, tatakbuhin at babatiin ko sana siya nang bigla siyang tumalikod.

"Sweden please talk to me."I begged as I ran towards her. Mabilis ang paglalakad niya, buti nalang at nahabol ko siya,hinarang ko kaagad ang katawan ko sa dadaraanan niya habang hinahabol ang aking paghinga.

"I'm not on the mood to greet you today."she said, her gaze is on the ground we're standing.

"Please talk to me sweden, I don't want us to be like this."I begged, I held her hand but she grabbed it immediately.

"I don't want to be plastic Nicole but what you'd done was a big dissapointment to me. "She said. I stopped my tears from falling.

"Sorry to say this but all I can describe you to be,was a plastic."she continued, my tears fell onto the ground, I tried to stop it but I think I just loose my strength to even think except for her last words that cut my heart into pieces.

I felt like I just loose the world.

"Don't worry, I won't cut ties with you, you'll always be my bestfriend, we can't loose each other just for a guy right? But I told you, I'm not in the mood to be plastic. Have a nice day nicole."then she left me.

Sa limang minutong pananatili sa areang iyon ay napagpasyahan kong pumunta nalang sa library. Pinupunasan ko ang luha ko habang naglalakad patungo sa library nang may humarang sa daraanan ko.

Tiningala ko ito Agad nag init ang ulo ko sa nakita, how dare he? Pagkatapos nang ginawa niya sakin at kay sweden may hiya pa siyang magpakita at harangan ako?

"You're not yet okay, bakit ka parin pumaso--"I cut him.

"Who said I am? And it's none of your business kung pumasok ba ako o hindi, why are you an asshole? Oh, it must be a statement not a question because you're always were!" I shouted, Ibinuhos ko lahat ng natitirang hininga sa kaloob looban ko para masabi iyon lahat ng tapos, confusions were evident in his eyes.

"Don't show me your confused look because I know it's just a show. Don't deny it Del sarte, you kissed me and you let sweden kissed you! You two timer asshole! Why did you do that, we're bestfriends and you distroyed our friendship! Now what!?"Hindi ko mapigilang humagulgol sa sama ng loob, we can't be forever like this, I treasured our friendship it can't be just like that.

Heaven knows How I hate the man I was facing now.

"I may be an asshole but I have the rights to deny,especially if I don't really have an idea what you're talking about."he said calmly but Hurt is evident in his face.

"I knew you, What a great pretender, you should be an actor, you must be in the billboard now accepting your oscar award."I sarcastically said and clapped my hands, he just shrugged without leaving his eyes on me.

"Hindi ko alam ang sinasabi mo nicole,wala kaming relasyon ni sweden, totoo ang halik na iginawad ko sayo! Believe me!" Pagsusumamo niya.

"No one does Del sarte, for me you're just an asshole. Ganun ka naman talaga hindi ba? Siguro ang dami mo nang niloko noh? Napaka sinumaling mo alam mo ba yun!" Nataasan ko ang boses ko sa hindi mapigilang galit, umasa akong magugustuhan niya rin ako! Pero nagkamali ako, walang ibig sabihin ang halik na yun kundi laro para sakanya.

He just nod his head and put his hands on his side pocket. "Right. I'm an asshole, I'll keep that in mind."he turned his back and started walking away from me. I knew that time na nasaktan ko siya.