The comments//JH

Thirty Two

8:42pm

Jaden

"The day that Josh told me about you I fell in love with your smile when I saw your picture. Bryce would talk about how beautiful you are and how he wanted to get to know you better. I immediately felt jealous and you weren't even mine. I was convinced you would want him instead so I gave up. Then I realized that he didn't own you so I asked Josh for your number. I swear that I annoyed the boys so much from talking about you. I couldn't wait to meet you in that airport and I just wanted to kiss you and make you mine, but I couldn't not yet at least. I fell for you before I even met you. Before I even knew anything about you. I knew from the moment I laid eyes on you in that airport I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you" I said as tears rolled down my face

My eyes never left her beautiful face. My thumb rubbed the top of her hand. It's been four hours since her surgery and I'm not convinced she's gonna wake up. I want to be with her. I want to love her and hold her for the rest of my life. I want to marry her and have kids with her and get a dog and do everything together. I just want her back

I took a deep breath and looked at my hand on top of her's. My eyes made there way back to her face as I talked to her

"I want you to know that it's okay. If you want to go, I won't be mad. It's okay. I understand, it's gonna be okay" I said my voice cracking in the middle of my sentence as tears rolled down my face

"But I want nothing more than for you to stay. Please, just stay" I whispered placing my head on the bed next to our hands

10:42 pm

Josh

I sat in the room just staring at her. She's gonna wake up, I know she is. She is gonna get through this just like her mom fought! Except she's gonna win. She's gonna beat the cancer.

Jaden was now laying down next to her on the hospital bed. Ever since we were allowed to see her he hasn't left her side. He needs her.

The room was filled with all of the sway boys on separate couches and the girls. Not including Avani.

"Hey, I'm just here to check her vitals" a nurse said as she walked through the door

Jaden nodded and retracted from the bed. He took a seat in the chair next to the bed.

Incoming text from Jess

I was confused, she's literally sitting across the room from me. I looked up and made eye contact with her and she nodded toward her my phone. I rolled my eyes at her actions

Jess

Can I talk to you? In the hall?

Yeah, what's up?
Just meet me out there
In a couple of minutes.

Okay

That's weird. I looked up and Jess had left the room. I waited a few minutes and then walked out into the hallway. I felt someone grab my arm

"Ow Jesus" I said as she yanked my arm

"Shhh" she placed her finger in front of her mouth

"Well don't yank me" I said

"Just be quiet" she replied

"Whats up?" I asked leaning against the wall

"Okay, I wouldn't be telling you this but your kinda the only person I can talk to right now and I know that we have much Important things to worry about but I need to get it off my chest because I've been thinking about it all day and I can't exactly tell Jaysea so I'm just freaking out and I really need to talk to someone" she rambled