The comments//JH

Forty Seven

Bryce

"He did what?" Tayler said angrily at Josh

"I know" he answered

"Some men are unbelievable" Anthony said leaning back onto the bed

"I wanna kill him so bad" Josh said aloud

"We're all pretty close" I responded to him

"She's not gonna get better. I know her. This is going to affect her everyday for the rest of her life. And he's to blame" Josh ranted sitting on the edge of the bed

"We need to get her to go to the cops" Griffin said

"Yeah, we can hurt him but it's not gonna do anything. Getting justice might help her at least" Tayler responded

Josh nodded

"How's Jaden with all this?" I asked Josh

"Last night he shattered a glass cup against the ground and then balled in my arms" he responded

"Fuck dude" Tayler said shaking his head

"This is bullshit" Kio said

"For real" I said

Jaysea

I stared at my thigh. There was a large hand print bruise across it along with a bunch of small ones. There was a bite mark on my hip. Constant reminders that I'm not good enough

I can't do this. Jaden doesn't deserve to deal with this. I don't wanna fight anymore

I stood out of bed and walked over to the closet. I placed spender on over my thong and I put one of Jadens hoodies over my head.

I walked out of the room and looked for Jaden but I couldn't find him anywhere. I finally walked into the garage and there he was. Working out. He looked angry

I just stood at the door and watched him until he realized I was standing there

"Hi" he smiled standing up

He grabbed his water bottle and took a swig before walking over to me. He was so sweaty. He looked so sexy

He placed a kiss on my forehead and rested his chin on my head

"Hi" I whispered into his chest

"I'm gonna fly back to my apartment and grab more of my things" I whispered

"Wait what?" He asked pulling away

"Just to grab my things" I said to him

"Do you want me to go with?" He asked me

"No Jess is gonna come" I told him with a fake smile

"Okay, um...when do you leave?" He asked

"I have to book the flight still" I said

"Are you sure your okay?" He asked

I nodded my head even though is was the worst lie I ever told. I need to go home. I can deal with all of this right now. I just need time. To myself. I love him but he's not gonna want me now. I'm a mess

"Are you hungry? I was gonna grab chipotle" he said

"No I'm not but you can go get some" I said to him

"Okay baby. I love you" he said kissing my lips lightly before walking past me

Jess

"Wait you want me to what?" I asked

"I want you to come home with me" She said lightly

"This is our home." I said to her

"Jess I'm not gonna argue with you" she said with tears forming in her eyes

"Jaden is your home" i said pulling her into me for a hug

"I need time" She cried into my shoulder

"Time for what?" I asked pulling away

"I just...I can't do this" she cried harder

"What happened?" I asked her

This isn't like her. She loves Jaden she would never just leave him

"I'm booking the flight weather your coming or not" she said walking towards the door

"Fine...I'll go with you" I agreed

Someone has got to make sure she comes back and that's gonna be me

Jaysea

I picked my things and I was ready to go. I don't get me wrong I love him. I love him so much that it hurts. I want to be with him so bad but he deserves better. I don't need to mess that up for him. I need to go and let him love another. Like Mads. She's beautiful and better then me. He will be just fine

I decided to write him a letter and leave it on the nightstand before Jess and I left for the airport

"Be safe" he said hugging me tightly

"I will" I whispered in his ear

I felt myself begin to tear up due to the fact that I'm not coming back. I can't. He doesn't deserve this.

"Baby, it's okay" he smiled kissing my forehead and whiling my tears

"I'm sorry I know you don't like flying" he said to me

Oh little did he know

"I love you" I said to him meaningfully

"Why is this starting to feel like a goodbye?" He asked with a sarcastic laugh

"I'll see you in a couple days" he smiled

"Okay" I responded and leaned in for a kiss

It didn't last as long as I wanted it to but he had no idea

I turned to Josh and hugged him tightly. His eyes told me that he knew.

"Please be safe out there. Take care of yourself" he whispered

"Your not gonna talk me out of it?" I asked back Into his ear

"I can't force you to do anything. But we love you, and Jaden will be devastated" he whispered to me

"He doesn't want me anymore" I said to him with tears running down my face

"Your wrong" he said pulling away "I love you" he smiled at me

"I love you to" I said to him

I turned around and kissed Jaden once more this one lasted longer

He pulled away and smiled at me before I turned around with Jess and we walked towards our gate

"You really want to do this?" She asked me

"Yeah I have to" I said to her

So this is it.

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