The comments//JH

Fourty Five

Jaysea

I stripped of my clothes and lowered my weak body into the bath. My eyes trailed to my underwear. They were stained with blood. My period wasn't due for another two weeks so it was no doubt from the assault

The hot water welcomed my cold body comfortably. I couldn't help but feel that this was my fault. I deserved it. Right?

I heard a slight knock on the bathroom door and then I heard his soothing voice

"Baby, are you okay? You've been in the bath an hour" he said sternly

It's already been an hour? I feel sick to my stomach and I just want to feel loved right now

I pulled the plug and stood up with my shaky legs. I dried my pale body off with a towel and opened the bathroom door

Jaden

I sat at the door waiting for an hour until I finally remembered that I had the key for our door. I entered the room and knocked on the bathroom door

"Baby are you okay? You've been in the bath an hour" I said sternly

A couple seconds later I heard the tub draining so I made my distance and sat on the edge of the bed

She opened the door only in her towel. She looked beautiful regardless of her state. She seemed so anxious and sad. She looked so drained. My baby was hurt I can tell

Her long legs strutted towards me. I stood up to meet her level and she pulled me in for a rough kiss almost immediately. I placed my hands on her shoulders and pushed slightly

"Woah, woah. Slow down" I eased her with soft eyes

"Why?" She asked me with watery eyes

"Are you okay baby?" I asked her

She nodded her head and slammed her lips back on mine before walking me back to the bed. I sat down and she straddled my lap

Something isn't right

"Baby" I said stopping the kiss "what's going on?" I asked her

"Please" she whimpered placing her head in the crook of my neck

"Please what baby?" I asked genuinely confused

What the fuck happened to her

"Baby, what happened?" I asked her but she began grinding her hips. The only clothing separating us was my jeans

My eyes met her's and I watched as tears threatened to spill. "Just please" she whimpered

"Please what?" I asked her

She took my hands and placed them on her hips. Her lips met mine once again

"Take it all away" she whispered into the kiss. I felt my cheeks grow damp

"Take what away?" I asked as I heard slight whimpers coming from her mouth. It didn't sound as a sexual whimper tho more of a cry whimper

"Just please" she begged once again. She grabbed my hand and placed it on her center before burying her head in my shoulder

Okay, if this is what she wants to feel better then I'll do it. I began circling her clit with my middle finger. She moaned into my ear. I trailed my finger down to her entrance but she winced with pain making me stop immediately

"I'm not doing this" I said pulling my hand away

I heard slight whimpers coming from her mouth but I couldn't make out if she was crying or frustrated with my stopping. I felt her chest raise signaling she was crying

"Baby, talk to me" I encouraged looking at her

"I can't" she whispered

"Hey, we don't have to do anything. I would never make you do anything" I assured her

"I can't do this" she elaborated. Is she breaking up with me? She's not about to do that right?

"You can't do what?" I asked

"Pretend like I'm not in pain" she cried hard into my shoulder

"Babe, you don't have to pretend with that stuff. I'm here I'm not going anywhere" I told her "you can tell me anything"

"I can't" she shook her head crying harder

"Baby your scaring me" I said. please just tell me baby...I'm not gonna judge you

"He..H.." she stuttered breathing heavily

"Who?" I asked But her breathing picked up. "Breath baby, take deep breaths" I emcouraged

Her breathing slowed down

"What happened?" I asked her

"I can't say it" she whined burying her head in my shoulder

"How come?" I asked her

"Im nervous" she said to me

I'm not trying to push her into anything but if I'm going to help I need to know "baby what?" I asked her

"He..." she started

"Who?" I asked and then I caught on "you mean...him?" I asked and she knew exactly who I was talking about. She nodded in response

"Did you have a nightmare about him again?" I asked her

"Don't make me say it" she whispered

She broke eye contact and looked at the ground

There's no fucking way

"What did he do?" I said feeling myself gain angry

I watched her lips treble as she met my eyes again. She shook her head lightly with tear stained cheeks

"He um..." I said feeling my voice crack. There is no way he did that to her. Not my girl. He didn't touch her like that

"Baby, please tell me he didn't lay a finger on you" I said feeling my eyes water yet my anger rose

Tears fell from her eyes

"Please tell me he didn't" I repeated angry. I beg that she tells me he didn't

"I-I" she stuttered

"Oh my god" I felt sick to my stomach. No one should touch a women like that she specially my sweet sweet Jaysea

She climbed off of me and curled into a ball with the comforter in between her fingers. Oh did I want to find this kid and rip his heart out of his chest

"He's gonna fucking get it" I said through gritted teeth And stood up

Her hand caught my wrist as she stopped me "No please don't leave me" she whimpered "don't go, I...I need you" she cried

"Okay...hey it's okay" I said laying next to her

I sat her up and I pulled my shirt over my head and placed it over hers. I slide the towel off fully and then grabbed her a pair of my boxers to wear.

I tucked her in under the duvet and followed after her. I feel like absolute shit right now. This wouldn't have happened if I haven't got irritated with her. If I just kept her safe. I blame myself

"Please don't leave me" she whispered as I spooned her

"I'm not going anywhere" I told her "I'm yours no one else's"

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Most of you aren't aware but I am actually a guy. Writing this story It's my first type of story like this I actually have a different account but people told me that I should start writing fanfic so I gave it a try and I'm glad to know that people enjoy it!!