The comments//JH

Forty one

Josh

"You think we should go?" I asked Nessa

"No, we all shouldn't pile at the hospital" she said to me

"You right I just don't want them to think we don't care. That's all" I said

"They won't baby. They know we care" she said nuzzling here head into my shoulder

"Are you okay?" I asked her

"Yeah" she said hesitantly

She's been being overly cuddly today and it's worrying me

"What's wrong love?" I asked her looking down as she laid across my chest

"It's nothing" she said

"Baby, you know you can talk to me" I said running my hand through her hair

"I just...I don't know" she started but didn't finish her though

"You what?" I asked pushing her answer

"I just don't want to loose you. Ever" she said tightening her arms on my sides

I felt my heart melt at her sweetness

"Your not loosing me" I assured her "I want this with you"

"Are you sure?" She asked looking up at me

"What do you mean?" I asked

"Are you sure I'm her. The girl you want to spend your life with" she said nervous

"Yes, I'm sure" I smiled at her

"Okay" she responded

"Come here" I said lightly

She smiled and straddled my lap. I placed my hands on her back side and held her in place before connecting her lips with mine. The kiss became heated quickly and she began grinding her hips against me

"Don't start something you can't finish" I groaned into the kiss

"I can finish it" she smiled into the kiss

Oh this girl

Jaysea

"Fuck I forgot that Nessa wanted to get coffee" I whispered to Jaden but I'm assuming Bryce heard due to his response

"I'm gonna be here, so you can head out if you want" Bryce said to me in the waiting room

"I know" I smiled at him

"I'll be here when she gets out of surgery" he said to me 

"I just don't want her to think-" I started but he cut me off

"She won't think you didn't want to stay. Okay? Now this is me kicking you out." Bryce said to me

"Okay" I smiled at him and I saw Jaden mouth him a 'thank you'

Jaden and I walked out of the hospital and I immediately felt like I could breath again. That place is just so sad and I hate it. We headed back to the house and I went to our room to change into some jean shorts and a black lace body suit

I walked down the hall towards Josh's room and opened the door to be met with a sight I would never want to see in my life. I slammed the door shut immediately and fake gagged.

"I'll just uh...meet you downstairs when your finished" I yelled walking down the stairs

"What's wrong?" Jaden asked as I walked into the living room

"They were fucking, and I forgot to knock" I poured sitting next to him

"Eww" he joked at me

"I have a proposition" I whispered to him

"What might that be" he said pulling me onto his lap

"I want you to tie me up" I whispered back I felt his cock twitch at my choice of words

"Oh do you?" He asked with a slight blush

"I do, and I want you to fuck me relentless" I said in his ear before trailing my lips down his neck

"Fuck baby" he groaned back to me

Nessa emerged from the stairs about 20 minutes later with a huge blush on her face

"Listen-" she started but I stopped her

"Don't. We're going to forget it ever happened" I said to her

"Okay" she laughed

"I'll see you when I get back" I whispered to him

"You fuckin tease" he groaned as I stood up from his lap 

We made our way to the Coffee shop down the street. Nessa and I decided to just go for a walk it was only about a mile away.  

we made it to the coffee place and ordered our drinks and sat down. It was cute and small.

We made small talk about how life is going and it was really nice to actually get out of the house with her.

Everything was going perfect until I saw him. The guy I never wanted to may eyes on again. Not just him but his two sidekicks. I felt my stomach turn at all the memories but I brushed them away

"Whats wrong?" Nessa asked following my eyes

"We should Um...we should go" I stuttered

"Why? Who is that?" She asked me

"It's Jacob" I sighed "and Andy and Michael" I felt the anger coarse through my veins

"What's so bad about them?" She asked me

"It's a long story" I said to her before standing up

She stood up after me and we made our way out the door until I felt a hand grip my wrist

"Jay?" He asked

I turned around slowly and my eyes met his "Please let go of me" I said

His hand left my wrist and I felt myself sigh in relief

"Your still not hung up on the past are you?" He asked

"You did an evil thing" I said sternly

"I know" he sighed "so have you lost it yet?" He asked with a smirk

"You're a pig" I spat in his face before turning on my heel

"You'll regret that" he called after me

I felt my pace pick up as I met Nessa outside.

"Lets go" I said walking the direction of the house

"I have time for that story" she said

"Yeah" I laughed before beginning

"I was in high school and I had been Dating Jacob for about two months. I walked into school one morning and I caught him talking to his friends about a bet to get into my pants. Which never happened" I said the short version

"Ugh. Some guys are just unbelievable" she responded

"I know" I said

I was hoping to never see him again. Yet this is just my luck. He hasn't seemed like he's changed at all. Which is unfortunate.

What is he doing in America like what the fuck? Knowing him he probably came here just to torture me

"So how are you doing?" Nessa asked me

"I'm feeling a lot better. My life's finally coming back together again" I said to her "well besides for that encounter back there" I laughed but in no way was I joking

"Yeah" she laughed awkwardly "well it is good to have you back" she smiled at me

"It's good to be back" I smiled