The comments//JH

Forty Four

Jaden

"Y'all are all giving us a bad time for doing it when y'all were going all night" Josh said once Jaysea and I entered the kitchen

"Hey, I have needs" Jaden laughed back and I swatted his shoulder making them both laugh

"You guys wanna go out to breakfast?" Nessa asked

"Yeah sure" I responded

"Then let's go" she laughed

Jaysea followed her out the door and Josh and I followed close behind

Trigger warning ⚠️

Jaysea

I'm not quite sure what happened but we just got into a disagreement and He's not listening to me but I'm not listening to him either. It's just a mess

"Why are you talking to me like that?" I asked with a hint of sadness in my voice

Jaden and I had been arguing and I hate arguments with a passion. Especially when they are stupid small ones. Like this one

"I'm not meaning to hurt your feelings" he said

"I get that but I was just asking if you were okay cause you seem a little uptight right now" I explained

"I'm uptight?" He asked sarcastically

"What is your issue? Did I do something?" I asked him

"I don't have an issue." He said grumpily paving the room

"Whatever" I replied walking to the door

"Walking away huh?" He raised his voice at me

"Yes I am" I yelled back at him

"Fine" he responded

"Don't 'fine' me" I mocked him "I'm giving you time to cool down" I finished

"I don't need time" he said sternly

"Clearly" I said sarcastically

"I don't want to do this right now" he said angrily

"And you think I do?" I asked

"No, I just...ugh I don't know" he said back

"I'm gonna go" I whispered

He nodded his head and I saw a tear fall down his cheek

"I'll be back" I reassured him and he nodded

I walked out of the room and to the front door. I'm so gonna for a a walk.

The breeze on my face felt amazing as I walked down the hill. It was dark out but the moon was full and beautiful. I found myself walking block by block

My headphones blasted music into my ears as I felt myself come back down to earth with a strong yank of my arm. My eyes were met with a face that I couldn't make out

"Hi sweetheart" his voice spoke but I had no time to react due to the sudden sharp pain that I felt in my head and my vision went dark.

My head was pounding and I felt pain everywhere but it was nothing compared to the pain I felt in my groin and stomach. My head turned on the concrete towards the movement I saw in my peripheral vision.

My eyes focused on his face. The one who haunts my nightmares and my past

Please be a nightmare

He sorts his jeans and zipped his zipper back up before crouching next to me

"I always get what I want" he said gripping my hair and forcing me to look at him

"It's good to finally feel how tight you are. I've been waiting since high school" he sneered at me

I cringed at his words. Who does that to someone

"Why" I felt a tear run down my cheek

"Because you denied me the simple pleasure once. And no one says no to me" he laughed

He's sick and twisted

"And if anyone finds out about this altercation. I'll do a lot worse next time" he said leaning down to plant a kiss on my forehead but I flinched away

"Until next time sweetheart" he snickered walking away into the night

2 hours later

I lay there numb. No movement. I found my body staying weak and I felt sick to my stomach. I couldn't bring myself to stand up yet so I just laid there

Did I deserve this? Was it all the times I messed up. Or for arguing with Jaden? It must be me

Finally I stood up feeling the pain rip through my core but I pushed it aside right now all I wanted to do was lay in bed and sleep

I winced, the pain got greater as I made my way back to the house.

Josh

"Why would you let her leave?!" I yelled pacing the living room

"I didn't!! I didn't even know she left!" He yelled back at me

"Why the fuck isn't she amswering!" I exclaimed typing her number in for what seemed to be the 100th time

"She's always on her phone!" Jaden said pacing the room as well

"I know! She should have been back hours ago" I said

We heard the door close and my eyes widened as Jaden and I made eye contact. We practically ran to the front door to be met with Jaysea slouching

Only it wasn't Jaysea. She seemed lifeless. Like someone had just drained her of all her happiness

"Where the fuck have you been?" I asked despite her state

Her eyes met mine and they were bloodshot as if she had been crying for hours. She walked past Jaden and I making her way to their room

"Jaysea" Jaden called after her

She shut the door and locked it behind her. I heard the shower start

"What the fuck happened?" Jaden said confused

"I wish I knew" I sighed and walked back to my room

"What do I do?" He called after me

"She just needs time" I said to him

I watched as he shook his head with worry and sat outside of the door. His head was placed in his hands and he waited

However long it takes