This is the a story of teen who has seen much more then his age and has gone through some hard staff and is seeking for happiness in life .And trying to tell u what kind of things u should avoid in high school....
We all experience bad times after all its a part of our life, but for me bad time is like a thing who has always surrounded me. Bad times are even worsen when there is no one to ask you that are you okay ???? Do you need help??? What is going on??? Is everything okay in life????? Well this part hurts the most , And after that u start thinking that you are alone and you don't have any one in your life look after you. I thought the same but i am glad that i got really good friends who helped me in any situation. Here is the one of the worst memory of mine.....
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This is Simba!! I bought him on 11th February 2019. Simba was my first pet. As my family dont like dogs or any animal they forced me to give him back from where i bought him. He was almost 2 when i sent him back. He was well trained. Simba was a Black British Labrador. He was a good boy and he always used to hug me when ever i come back home from school like he knew that my high school life is messed up!! But i miss him a lot .❤️🥺 Another bad time.....
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This one is the WORST one. This is the day when I disappointed everyone who were was counting on me. It was about my exams. Everyone had high hopes on me that i will perform good and will gain some good marks , but i couldn't 🥺. I couldn't score as much as my family thought i could because of this they lost the believe in me which broke me into 1000 pieces and i am still trying to collect them. I was so disheartened at that time. I couldn't eat nor sleep in those days. Those days were very hard for me. I started to post a lot on social media about me being sad and disturbed and then Xariya text me on instagram at that time she helped me a lot and still is and she told me that posting about your feeling wont help instead of that everyone will think that i am doing it for attention and she was right some of my friends thought that i was doing that for attention. She is the one who helped to come out that trauma and told me that this isn't it and there is still much more to do. She is such a nice person ❤️. And its not like my other friends , Ana , Lez and Yan didnt help, they did and they always try to make feel good and not to feel useless.❤️ Bad time is like part of me now as it dont leave me now. Everyday i woke up thinking what bad can possibly happen to me today. And everyday some thing bad happen to me but i still pretend like everything is okay!! And trust me this is the most difficult thing to pretend like everything is fine but in real its not. Sometimes bad time make you learn a lot of things , like i have to be strong to face every problem but believe me its very hard . The most hard part is when you have to smile while you want to cry , while u want to scream , while u need some one it is arduous to smile , it is very hard to smile when there is a huge storm inside you and you just want to burst it out but you cant. All of us have gone through some tough things it might be related to home , school , life , education e.t.c but me , its like god made to taste each of it. Sometime i am like done , done with my life its like i dont want to live any more but then again i think that maybe one day something good will happen and it will change my life totally. I hope to see this day soon. Some times i just want to hug my favourite people and forget everything i am going through. And sometimes i want to sit alone in a dark room and talk to myself about why MY life is like that??!?!?. I hope non of you guys have to go through the same thing. I always try make others smile and laugh but when it comes to i feel like as useless as a life saver in the swimming competition. At some points i want to run away and never want to look back but running from problems isn't the solution its a short cut with much more hurdles. This does not end here this kind of things happens with me every time. For me it is very hard to go on some one's face and tell them how use less they are or how ugly they are but when some people come to me and me that me that i am ugly , i am useless , i am black , this hurts a lot and it hurts more when your own family start to do that , i mean like if u cant speak good about others then dont speak something bad about them as well!!! Another lesson here....... NOTE:5 Don't speak bad about others if you cant speak good about them ❤️. -Please don't speak about others especially on their faces because you don't know about how others are feeling and from what problems they are going through-.
