This is the a story of teen who has seen much more then his age and has gone through some hard staff and is seeking for happiness in life .And trying to tell u what kind of things u should avoid in high school....
FEELINGS.... , for most of you it might means that you love someone , you like someone e.t.c but for me its not like that at all. I do have feelings but to be very honest no body cares about it at all. Only few people do care but rest , don't even give a fuck. Some times i feel like i am a robot which do not have feelings. But i do want some one to love me( not love , love ) but the love which friends have for each other. There are only three people in this world with whom i have shared everything , things which no one else know , not even my family. Some times i feel dumb and stupid , it really hurts when you used to talk with a person for hours on call and text and suddenly it is all gone, and it also hurts when you are trying to tell some one how you feel and what is going on with you and the person replies with "k" it makes me feel like i am stupid that i am telling this to that person who don't give a fuck about about my feelings and the person who was close to you and stopped texting you all because they think it's maturity , it not maturity at all!!! And then because they think like that , they start to compare you with others who have hurt them or betray them, this makes me feel so sad because why are you comparing me with those when i never even try to hurt you or even think about that. It makes me feel like i am forcing them to he my friend. I have never fall in love and i have never been in relationship because i think they are waste of time until and unless it last forever! And finding a partner is hard in the world full of fake peoples! Love is not only about being together physically only love is something that will make you a new person , and now a days love is like a bedsheet once its used u just change it. Love is a blessing if you found one never let it go. Being physical with your partner is not love. And you cannot force a person to love you. In love you don't need to tell that you love him/her you need to show them that you love them by your heart 💓.
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I just hate my self for being actually i am sacred to be myself now i lost all of my confidence, i used to be the person who could have spoke anything on anyone's face but not i am just scared , i guess i just a hug and a shoulder to cheer me up i don't how i wrote all this , i just wanted to write this to tell you guys if any one of you is going through stuff like this do message me i will be always there to help you guys!!. I am scared to be alone and i don't to how come over it or how to live with it. I am waiting for the right time and always hope that good days will come soon but i don't know when but they will. I just want be happy again. I the real OZ is dead from inside the person who was always happy now is dead , the person who never give a fuck about what others says now is no more. I still dont care about t people who say things to me but some where at some point it hurts no matter what. I am done of keeping a fake smile one my face like every day. All i hope is that one day these black clouds will leave me and show me the rainbow ... I have felt so much that i cant feel any thing anymore!!
