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Sooyoung had frequently shown up in front of our school, which is getting pretty annoying.

Its not that I hate her. She's really sweet. But I just cant stand her being with Mr. Park. I have a weird feeling everytime I saw them together.

"Its almost Valentine's day. Are you planning to give chocolate to boyfriend?" Juyeong asked while fixing her bangs. I still havent told her about Mr. Park. Then again, we arent actually going out. We both have confessed our feelings but we never talked about going out because we both know the consequences.

"Are you going to give it to Eintaek?" I asked.

"Of course. He even told me what kind of chocolate he wants. I've never mare chocolate before but I wanna try"

I didnt bother giving one to him, and I wont have time anyway, knowing that Sooyoung is always tailing behind him.

But I end up buying the ingredients for chocolate.

"I'm so stupid" I scold myself.

"Wow, whats all this?" My Mom gasped seeing all the ingredients lying on the table.

"Honey, are you making chocolates?" She asked.

I nodded without thinking much.

"Omo, for your boyfriend?" She squels.

"No, no. You got it wrong. I didnt have a boyfriend" I defended, which only makes her more excited.

"So its for a boy you like?"

"Yeah"

"Bring him home sometime. I would love to see him too"

"I dont think I can"

"But why?"

"Its, I dont know. We both like each other, but we're not going out Mom"

"Why?" She asked confused. "If you both like each other, why not go out together?"

"Its complicated" I sighed.

"Its okay sweetie. I'm sure things will work out between you two. Like your father used to say 'Love conquers all'. So you'll be fine" she patted me.

"Thanks Mom"

"You're welcome. I'll leave you now to make your chocolate" she said and left the kitchen.

I feel so much better after talking to my Mom.

I stayed up all night making and decorating the chocolate. After I was done, I carefully wrapped it with ribbon. Now all I have to do is give it to him. But how?

I brought the chocolate with me at school, in case I can give it to him. But when I arrived, his desk was full of chocolate boxes, which was kinda expected.

The day ended. But the chocolate was still in my bag.

I waited for him in the gate after school. He came out with Mark, both carrying bags full of chocolate box.

For some reason, when I saw him, I find it hard to approach him.

In the end I couldnt give it to him. So I just walked away.

I end up in the park, I sat on the swing, gripping tightly at the box. I felt so stupid for not even being able to give it to him. I should have just lut it in his desk along with others. But I dont want that, I want to give it to him personally. I want to see his face when I gave it to him. I wamt him to tell me that he's happy.

I think I'm getting greddy. I want him all to myself.

"I finally found you" he knelt down in front of me.

I looked up and saw him, flashing me his smile.

"I saw you at the school gate, I thought you were waiting for me. Guess I was wrong" he said sheepishly.

"Actually, I was waiting for you" I confessed.

His face lit up.

"I was going to give you this" I handed him the box.

"Is this really for me?"

"Yes"

"Wow. I'm so touched. Did you make this yourself" he wiped faked tears.

"No need to be a drama queen. And yeah I made it myself"

"Can I eat it?"

"Sure. And tell me how it taste. Be honest" I warned.

"Arasseo~~" he carefully unwrapped the box I was getting impatient.

"Jusy get on with it already" I nudge him.

"Dont push me. Its..." he wasnt able to finished. His phone rang.

I was able to take a glance at the caller ID.

"Sooyoung" I mumbled.

At first he answered with just 'Hmm' and 'Yeah'. Then he suddenly stood up, startling me.

"What?" He shouted, followed by "Dont go anywhere. I'll be right there"

"Rose, I'm really sorry. But I have to go now. I'll call you later" he said and ran off.

I was left alone. Juding from his tone, it seemed something bad happened. He looked so, frightened. As if something precious to him is in danger.

Maybe something happened to Sooyoung unnie, but why did he have to leave me? He could have told me what happened. Or we could go together. But he just ran off like that. Sooyoung must still be very important to him.

Am I just getting in his way to be with the one he love?

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