you've gone CRAZY! (jikook)

too early

Jungkooks pov

Jin runs into the room as fast as he can. he was holding towels and had some gloves on. I close my eyes tightly as tears roll down my cheeks.

Jin walks to me "okay jungkook, I know this is gonna be embarrassing but I need your trousers off and I need to check down below okay?" I nod "do whatever I don't care!!!"

Jimin walks to my side and grabs my hand. Jin pulls my pants off and boxers making me blush bright red.
Jin does whatever he needs to do. He then looks at me "okay jungkook these babies need to come out and they need to come out now or they won't survive....I might have to....cut them out"

My eyes widen "wait what? But we haven't got the right- AH OW!!!" I scream in pain and grip jimins hand.
Jimin looks at Jin "just do what you have to!" Jin nods and then covers my lower half with a blanket, he then falls namjoon in who brings some equipment.

Jin looks at me after putting something on my stomach to make it go numb so I won't feel anything "okay jungkook I'm gonna have to do this okay? Not much time....it's numb right now okay?" I nod as tears roll down my cheeks.

Namjoon holds a sheet up on my chest so I can't see what Jin is doing. jimin looks at me and kisses my head "you're doing amazing baby....the twins will be alright...." I hear Jin curse himself "shit shit shit"

Jimin looks at him "what?" Jin shakes his head "uh... nothing" I grip jimins hand tighter and my eyes widen when I hear a baby crying.
Jimin gasps. Jin looks at jimin "come here" jimin let's go of my hand and walks to Jin. Jin hands him a baby that was wrapped in a towel.

Jin sighs "I'm so sorry jungkook......
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The other one didn't make it"
My eyes widen. Jin hands jimin a tiny baby that wasn't crying like the other.
A few minutes later namjoon moves the sheet so I could see Jin. There were stitches on my lower stomach.

I slowly sit up wincing a little. Jimin looks at the baby who wasn't crying "it didn't make it?" Jin shakes his head and takes that one "I'm sorry jungkook....you lost a little girl....but your son made it okay"

I tear up.....I lost a little girl. Jimin hands me our son, jimin then sits on the bed next to me, I look at him to see tears in his eyes.
Jin holds the other one "we'll leave you two alone okay?...." I gasp "hyung....can you...can you bury her?....I don't want people to think that just because she isn't alive we didn't just chuck her out..."

Jin nods "of course.....I'm sorry again guys....I wish I could have saved her...I was too late" I shake my head "no it's okay....just make sure she's buried in a nice place and put flowers around okay?...." They both nod and walk out.
I lean against jimin looking at our son who was now asleep in my arms.

Jimin wraps his arms around me. I gasp when I feel tears on my shoulder. I look at him "puddin' are you crying?", He nods "we lost our daughter.....I love our son....but I always wanted a daughter..." I nod and kiss his cheek "what should his name be?" Jimin looks at him "what about soobin?"

I smile and nod "I like that name..."  We both look at soobin and smile while tears roll down our faces.
Jimin stands up "you get some rest beautiful....I'll go make you some food okay?", I nod "alright...." I put soobin next to me in a circle of pillows and blankets so he won't fall off the bed or roll away from me.

I lay down and jimin kisses my head and walks out. More tears fall......my daughter didn't even get a shot at life....I don't know what went wrong....did I do something wrong during the pregnancy?

Jimins pov

I walk out the room After wiping my tears. I walk into the kitchen and grab Jungkook some food. Taehyung walks into the kitchen "jin-hyung told us what happened.... we're sorry jimin" I look at him and bite my lip to stop crying

He sighs "you can cry jimin..." I shake my head "fuck off taehyung....we aren't friends so I won't show emotions towards you so fuck off and leave me alone" he crosses my arms "jimin we use to be best friends....why can't we be friends again?"

I scoff "because maybe you stabbed me in the back all those years ago and I will never forgive you for that....now fuck off before I break your neck" I pick the food up from the counter and walk back to Jungkook.

I walk in the room to see jungkook crying . I put the food on the bedside table and sit next to him rubbing his back "calm down baby....it's okay" he looks at me "she didn't even get a chance to breath fresh air....I don't know what happened!....did I do something wrong?"

I shake my head "baby things like this happen.... we'll just have to make another baby" he giggles a little and leans his head on my thighs "I guess...." I stroke his hair gently "now get some rest princess....I'll be right here when you wake up okay?" He nods and closes his eyes slowly drifting off into sleep.

I look at soobin and smile a little....I have a family.....I have my beautiful fiancée and son....and one day we will have more kids....
Yes I admit I am broken about my daughter....but things like this happen...I can't blame Jin or Jungkook....sometimes these things happen and we can't do anything about it.
Just means we'll have to make more babies...which I'm not complaining about.

I look around the room and sigh.....
This isn't the best life I could give them....the place we live in is literally an abandoned mental hospital, it's broken and disgusting....yes I want to continue being joker.....but I don't know if this is the right life for kids.

I don't know What I should do.......