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20 | Not About Angels

ELLO MY PRETTY ROSY TULIPS 🌷
GUESS WHO'S BAAACCCKKK?!

It's been like 84 years, I know.

I thought it would be a nice gift to give you all since it's my birthday! I'm 28, yikes.

But so much has happened since then, so I'mma fill you in...

1. I'll start with a story. So, I talked to a guy on a dating app who read me like Harry read Céline (in AS if you haven't read it, go do that please and thanks). I was like, excuse me. So basically, I pulled out my inner Céline and read him. Turns out I was pretty much spot on because he didn't like it....he blocked me after haha 💁🏻‍♀️ Good riddance, I'll say. Though, I never thought I'd ever come across someone who had AS' H personality, but that guy ain't close to him. I need me a Harry.

2. I started to take courses to get a professional creative writing certificate! So that's literally so big for me.

3. I'm more emotionally stable because my therapist has been helping me immensely. She's a queen, I'll tell you. I also want to mention that if you really feel like want to talk to a professional, do it. Don't be ashamed or apprehensive about it. We sometimes need it and that's perfectly normal and okay.

4. I learned to love myself, and it's something very important. You should all love yourselves. You're all beautiful inside and out.

Wow. That's a long intro. Whew.

Now, enough of all that. I do hope you enjoy this much awaited chapter!

♬ ✥*

Serenity.

The biggest grin was on my face the second I woke up from such a pleasant dream. Harry and I went to the carnival, and we had the time of our life. Smiles, laughs, innocent touches, holding hands, taking a selfie, and a hug that I would forever cherish. It was unforgettable and so incredibly vivid. It felt so real.

So real — because it wasn't a dream.

Being with Harry, who was so happy, free, and open was one of the greatest moments of my life. There was so much excitement and passion between us; it made everything else so much more worthwhile. There was something so special about that man, and it just made me want to experience so many more new things with him — things that he's never tried before.

I wanted to give him the things that he's never had the chance to live through as a child — and as an adult. The fact that I knew he didn't really have home-cooked meals was something that made my heart hurt. The fact that he's never seen Disney movies, or gone to a carnival, or ate cotton candy. Those are just some essential experiences that everyone should have already have and lived through, several years ago.

The determination for me to give him the world was going to be a new passion for me — and I knew it would mean more to him because I loved him. Even if he didn't know that yet, I had a feeling that maybe, just maybe, he would feel something stronger from why I was putting so much emotion into my actions; but only time would tell.

I wiggled back further into my pillow, wrapping the comforter even more around me encasing me with utter cosiness. The hopeless romantic in me wished that it was Harry's arms that surrounded me, not just cotton fabric.

Turning my head slightly, I found Luna curled up above my head just close enough to Emerald — a tiger away from my real Tiger. The plastic green eyes it had, were almost identical to Harry's, but nonetheless, they could not compare in dazzling beauty and warmth. I reached out slightly to gently pet my kitten and my new plush fur-baby.