What is love

Chapter 2 - The wedding

Sabrina Alicia Kiehl

The music plays around the room as I look into my best friend, Adam who just got married to the love of his life. I'm so happy for him and here I am sitting alone in my seat, while the girls is nowhere to be found probably making out with their dates in the restroom or looking for a date. The wedding is beautiful, I am so happy for Adam and his wife. But standing here for too long somehow makes me wanna puke, I don't know why wedding can get me this nervous.

"You again," a voice caught my attention.

I look up at the same person that I met from yesterday, it's just today he's wearing a tuxedo but still with same cologne he wore yesterday. It is a nightmare that he looks even better in tuxedo, it's illegal.

"Hey," I calmly said.

Without asking, he takes a seat right next to me, drinking whatever his drink is. I guess we're staring at the same thing, the newly wedded couple. They look so happy, they look perfect together.

"Why don't you wear the bridesmaids gown?" He asks.

"I'm with the groom remember?" I said.

"Oh yeah," he said.

With Adam being married to someone mean that I kinda lost the guy friend that has been around me for the last few years in life. To be honest I feel a little sad about it, plus I don't really know Thalia but as a woman I understand the sis code, I need to back off.

Ansel is still sitting next to me, calmly drinking on his drink without asking any further thing. Gladly he's not the guy that babble a lot,  and I kinda feel grateful my energy has already drained since I've met lots of people already.

The host suddenly called us to gather around the dance floor for the first dance.

"You want to go there?" He finally speaks, asking me.

"Yeah let's go," I got up from my seat before we make our way to the dance floor.

I stand right next to Ansel while looking at the bride dancing with her dad. Both of them are smiling towards another, they look so happy,  I just know that I can't stand being that close to my dad. My dad is something else, I have never showed my emotions towards him, I don't even know if he ever wanted to have a child. The only conversation we had is only about school, grades, job or him being mad at me and put all the pressure on my shoulders.

Later the bride started the first dance with Adam which is so beautiful, I am so happy for him, really happy.

A minute later people started to join them dancing on the dance floor,

"Do you wanna dance?" He suddenly asked then I shake my head then he chuckles.

"Come on we should dance, people around will start to think that you're only a jealous best friend of him," he said before pulling my hand into the dance floor.

"Hey who said that," I ask him.

"No one, it's just you're the only one who look not happy at all about this wedding," he said.

"Even though I know how boring wedding is," he says.

"It's just, don't look so pathetic," he says.

"I'm not pathetic,"

"Then don't act like your pathetic," he says.

"I don't like dancing," I said.

"Anyway it's been nice, I think I wanna get out of here," I said, he was right I look like the one who's not happy in here, but not because of Adam nor her bride or the couple, I'm always nervous when it comes to any wedding. I'm actually scared of it.