chapter 4

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Trigger warning talk about self harm and scars/talk about previous abuse

We get to the house and I timidly walk in and sit on the couch holding Arlo's horse Shoe. "Hey let's get you set up in the guest room." She says. I nod and follow behind her. We go upstairs and she leads me to my room. "Thank you." I mumble before sitting down. "of course. What would you like for dinner?" She asks. "Nothing!" I say and hurriedly walk to the bathroom. I lock the door and cry. "Kacy what's wrong? Please let me in." I hear her say from outside the bathroom. I begrudgingly let her in. "What's wrong? You need to eat." She says. "Nnno ttthank yyyou." I mumble out trying to not slip. "Why not?" She asks as I just shake my head. "It's ok you can tell me." She says softly. "I fffat." I say and start to cry. "no your not your actually to skinny." She argues. "Nu uh I fwat." I say while tugging my shirt saying "ot ot" And starting to sweat.

I wake up on the couch confused. "What happened?" I say just as I realise I'm in a tank top and shorts. "Shit" I mumble and quickly cover my body with a blanket I find next to me. "Hey your awake. You passed out and were burning up so I changed you into a tank top and shorts. I hope that was ok." She says with a empathetic tone while walking into the living room. "Yyyou sssaw dddidnt yyyou?" I say tearing up. She nods sympathetically. "I have them too." She says sadly. "Some are from abuse and some from self harm. What about yours if you feel comfortable sharing." She says kindly. "Sssame." I mumble just wanting to disappear. "I saw a fresh one." She says. I just nod as she says can I take you on a walk and show you a couple special places near here?" I nod. "I need to change first." I say while getting up. She nods as I walk to the guest room. I grab my wallet and search for my blade but fail to find it. Instead I find a note that reads "I took your blade and have locked up all the sharp items in the house it's for the best and it's only to help you  ̶l̶o̶v̶e from Hannah" My vagina throbs seeing that she had crossed out love. I can't tell if I'm in love or just desperate for someone. I decide to not get my hopes up because I'll just end up loosing her. "Are you almost done?" I hear from outside the door making me break away from my thoughts. "Uh yeah sorry I was just uh combing my hair." I say while quickly throwing my clothes on.

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