I noticed you at your ninja-turtle backpack (5sos fanfic)

Chapter 1

~~Ally's P.O.V~~

I really wish that someone would wake me up from this dream. I don't know if this is a good thing or a huge mistake. Dad is passed out drunk on the couch and that picture of mom hanging on the wall smiling at me. "Mom why are you smiling? Nothings ever right.... and you're smiling." Oh god I'm starting to talk to photographs of my deceased mother that can't move. I think I'm going nuts.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and I jumped up a bit to find my hyper best friend standing behind me. "Elijah!! You scared the shit outta me!"

"Sorry, I'm just so exci-" She stopped to look around my room. "You didn't even start packing, what the fuck Ally!" I could see her eyes fill with sadness, but a smile managed to cross her face and offer help to pack which I refused of course. "Ok, ok but when i come back in five seconds, this room better be packed and ti-" Again she paused when she noticed me staring at that damned picture. "You know she's proud of you, she always had been. Its your dad that's being a bitch about it." She sat down next to me and hugged me. "It's all going to change in a week. I promise."

"Elijah.... I honestly have no words, life right now is so shitty and I still feel bad leaving it." I told her. "It's ok, this is a fresh start." She said

Elijah was my best friend since 5th grade. That little girl with long brown hair, almost always pulled up into a ponytail, and that little girl has grown up and put a footprint on my heart 5 years later. She pretty much taught me everything I know about society. My family might of never appreciated her, but without her, I'd be dead. She had her neon purple purple hair with white tips wiped to the right side of her face. I'm pretty sure that the color blinded me to the p.oint I stopped noticing it. She was wearing her high waist black shorts and a rolling stone muscle tank tucked tight into the shorts and it was all held together by black suspenders. On her feet were black knee socks and converse, along with most of her arms being covered by band bracelets. She was a whole 5'3 of amazing.

She and I shared a similar sense of style but i was more of the nerdy type, I had my whole head completely red like Ariel's from the little mermaid. I had a small portion of the left side of my head shaved to give it a more sided look. My height was something I have always been aftraid of, noone likes an ugly 5'11 tall chick. I had a Legend of Zelda triforce tattoo imprinted on the back of my right hand. I had snake bites on my bottom lip that I'm pretty sure my family disowned me for, oh well. An oversized minecraft creeper hoodie with black jeans and my super cool worn out black boots was something that I'm pretty sure made me stand out in a "special" way. Yup, all the boys were chasing this....yea no.

When Elijah left the room, I slowly started to pack starting with my closet. I opened the sliding door and looked at everything. I first off grabbed the box that held $7,894 for the big move. Me and Elijah have been saving up since we were 12. As I took the cash out of the box and put it in the purse that I'd be carrying around in a week in the airport. I started at the clothes, looking at all the things I completely forgot i had. A Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time muscle tank came up. I held it in my hand, I haven't worn this since I was in 7th grade... since mom bought it. Who would of known a simple gamer shirt could of held so much pain. I looked at the picture... "I love you mom, I want you to keep smiling, I'll be alright." I heard her voice in my head saying, "I know you will, just keep smiling."

~~A week later~~

"Holy shitballs!" Elijah was high on candy, " This is the stuff Al... Al what are you doing!?" I started walking upstairs knowing our plane is in 5 hours and we need to get out the door pretty soon. "Ally Isabel Peirce! Get over here!" She looked at me with a concerned look. "I need a moment, I'll be down in a sec." I told her. "You need to man up little girl! I have..we've been waiting for this for at least what 3 years? I'm sick of telling you to stop being a pussy! You're really hurting me Ally, I know this your dad and house, but I'm leaving my family to and I'm not looking back, I'm really trying to stay positive here but you are making it so hard!" She ran into the other room crying.

"El- Elijah." I was so shaken up, I forgot she could wipe that smile off her face.... and cry. "Elijah come back I'm sorry." I found her sitting on the couch, curled up in a ball crying her eyes out. I hugged her and started crying as well. "I'm scared Elijah, I'm scared I'll lose you if we make this commitment, sure I'll miss this house and the memories it holds, and fuck my dad, I'm scared I'll lose you and I'll be stuck alone in a unknown place, please promise me you won't leave!" She was still crying but she hugged me and sobbing said, "I- I- I won't leave, I- I promise." That's all I needed to hear.

A few hours later we got into a cab and headed for the airport. In the cab, a song started playing and Elijah started her fangirling, I know this song, it went something like " If you don't win you'll drown..... Perfect standing there.....Hey hey hey." I don't really know, I don't keep up with Elijah's favorite bands.

Before we boarded the plane, we got some Dunkin Donuts coffee, she got a french vanilla ice latte and I got my usual strawberry donut, a boston cream for Elijah, although she "swore" she hates donuts, and a ice latte with extra sugar and creme. As we sat down to eat, Elijah of course asked for a donut, and we ate our feelings away with some girl talk. Suddenly i got a notification on my phone. Elijah, again high on donut sugar, grabbed my phone and made a kissy face, "Ohlala! Its max!!!!" I slightly giggled at her reaction and reached to try to grab my phone from her. Before I can even stretch my arm her expression changed. "Ugh you know... I think I want to play some minecraft on this, I'll give it back to you later." I let out a fake laugh and smile and said, "You don't even like minecraft." Changing my tone, "can i please have my phone back?"

She handed it over as I asked, but I wasn't prepared at what I was about to witness. A text from the guy I've been dating for 2 years read, "I know you're moving away, I can't do long distance, hope you understand, this isn't my "thing." "I think I need to go to the bathroom."

"Umm... yea, take as long as you need..." Elijah was obviously feeling awkward and I could tell she was upset to. As I entered the bathroom, I noticed a tear sliding down my cheek leaving a wet mark behind it. Than another came along, followed by a plethora of tears raining down my face, smearing my carefully done make up behind them. When I finally stopped crying in the toilet stall, I reached in my purse and felt around for some makeup remover. "Ahh gotcha." I said trying to suck air in through my brimming nose. I removed all the ruined make up looking through a tiny mirror from one of my eye shadow sets, then proceeded to the larger mirror near the bathroom sinks to re-do my maquillage with naked eyes.

Finally I came out and Elijah hugged me and said "C'mon child, once we get on that plane, we're not turning back." We boarded the plane into an unknown future in the city of fallen angels.

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