Sidemen Oneshots

I will give you everything I have and more | Ksimon

Ship: Jj x Simon

Summary: Simon and Jj have been secretly dating for a while and they think it's time for them to finally come out.

Setting: Simon and Jj's apartment.

Warnings: Mentions of sex, but no smut. Internalised homophobia.

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Hiding their relationship from the others wasn't all that hard.

Jj and Simon lived together so they could spend the majority of their time together and no one would be suspicious, it also meant they didn't have to sneak around.

Unlike when they lived in the Sidemen house, they rarely got to spend time alone since no one had any clue about their relationship.

It's not like they didn't trust the other guys because they did, they trusted them with their lives.

It's just they weren't ready for the world to know about them yet and the less people to know the less risk there is of it getting out.

And if maybe a tiny part of them were scared of how the others would react then nobody but them needed to know that.

They've been together two years. Half a year while living in the Sidemen house and one and half living together as 'roommates'.

They still had separate rooms even if Simon did spend more time in Jj's then his.

It was bigger, even if it was only by a little bit, and it meant he could still spend time with Jj while he was filming because the Tv blocked the bed.

Although they usually film at similar times so that they can spend as much time together not filming as possible.

Its cheesy but they like each other's company.

There have been some close calls, times when the others have arrived early to filming and they were in a compromising position.

Times when some has let themselves in with their spare key while they were lazily making out in the kitchen.

Times when for a moment one of them forgot that they were a secret and let a pet name slip or went to hold the others hand and they had to play it off as if it didn't hurt that they couldn't be openly affectionate without fear of backlash.

Like Freya and Josh can, like how they can go on dates and kiss in public and all this other shit that Simon and Jj don't get to do, might never get to do.

And sometimes when they are laying in bed after they've had sex with their hand intertwined, breathing heavily with blissful smiles on their faces, they find they don't mind hiding as long as they can stay this happy for the rest of theirs lives.

"Marry me." Jj mutters, it's early in the morning in the middle of July and he's leaning against the kitchen counter watching Simon as he sits at the breakfast bar scrolling through Twitter looking as beautiful as ever.

He hadn't meant to say it out loud, the domesticity of the morning making him feel warm and soft inside and he realised that he wanted every morning to be like this, it had just slipped out. He wasn't sure Simon had even heard until he looked up from his phone and let a soft "What?" tumble past his lips.

Jj really hadn't meant to say it, at least not out loud, but now that he took a moment to think about it, the thought of marrying Simon sounded like the best fucking idea in the whole world.