Sidemen Oneshots

Lets run away, just you and me | Minishaw

Ship: Harry x Simon

Summary: Harry runs away to get away from his problems.

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Warnings: Mentions of drug and alcohol use as well as mention of sex. Homophobic language.

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Harry was in a club, drunk off of cocktails and vodka and grinding between two of the most beautiful people he had ever seen, before they had noticed he was gone.

His phone was off so the flood of messages were never received, he was busy anyway. Didn't find the need to know whether or not they were concerned about him, or what they were going to do about filming in a few weeks.

He had more important things to worry about, like whether he was going to invite back the guy or the girl he was with to his hotel room. Or both.

He'd have plenty of time to talk to them later, later when his mind wasn't so hazy, fuzzy almost.

It was fine.

He'd told Cal he was going home to Guernsey, told his parent he would be in France, and then fucked of to Italy, somewhere on the coast with a beach he could spend hours on and nobody would know who he is.

It's nice here. Wishes he could stay for ever.

He can't, he knows he can't.

A few weeks can't hurt though.

He knows for a fact they have enough Sidemen Sunday videos to last them a month, knows just as well it wouldn't be the first time they've filmed a video without him and it definitely wouldn't be the last.

He tries not to think to hard about how they don't really need him.

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When it came to it, fight or flight, Harry had always fought. It's just who he was, never went down without throwing a punch or two, never wanted to either.

Never thought he'd give up.

But then, he's in Germany, two weeks after getting to Italy because he turned his phone back on.

He forgot he had find my friend on and Jj had messaged him as soon as he clocked that Harry was online, first time in two weeks, telling Harry that he knew where he was.

That he better come home soon, or he'd come and get him. As soon as he had a flight booked, he was gone, phone left in the hotel room.

And it was stupid, really, the reason he'd ran away to Italy in the first place and then to Germany, when he got found.

It was some stupid comment, on a video that he actually really fucking liked up until then. He should have ignored it, he's ignored every other awful comment about how he's a drug addict, he's autistic, he's a fairy, and a hundred other things that he isn't.

Except he is, isn't he?

He is addicted to drugs, when it comes down to it. Doesn't like how it feels to be sober anymore cause he's spent more time high as of late, helps him forget all the shit that he so desperately wants to, helps him sleep too.