Sidemen Oneshots

Til death do us part | Part 2 | MiniShaw

Ship: Harry x Simon

Summary: Simons not ready to tell their friends. Harry is. Angst ensues.

Setting: N/A

Warnings: Angst. Still really love reveal fics. Is a part two so read part one first.

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The car ride back from the studio was awkward. Jj didn't not what to say to Simon. Kept looking at him every two seconds as if he couldn't see him.

He was pissed, still. Anyone could see it, the way he was gripping the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles were turning white or the way he was angrily muttering to himself and shaking his head.

And Jj wasn't sure how much more of this car journey he could handle if it carried on like this.

"Simon-" Jj began, about to ask if he was okay, if he wanted to swap and sit in the passenger seat, when all he really wanted to ask was what the hell that was.

Wanted to know what just happened between him and Harry and how he was going to fix it but Simon interrupted him before he could.

"Please don't Jj." His voice had cracked, he sniffed and wiped the tears, that Jj hadn't seen before, from his eyes. "Please." He repeated kept his eyes on the road.

"Just don't." He continued, didn't give Jj a chance to say that he won't. "Please- I can't-"

His words were getting more frantic as his wiped even more tears from his eyes, he was trying to stop it but he couldn't.

"I don't- I can't-" His grip on the steering wheel had gotten even tighter as he let the tears fall freely now. "Please-"

Jj wasn't even sure what he was asking for now. Grabbed the steering wheel with one hand and gripped Simons shoulder with the other.

"Please Jide- I can't- It's not- It's not fair-" He was seconds away from completely breaking down.

"Simon I need you to pull over okay?" Jj tried to keep his voice calm and gentle but he was panicking, he didn't know what to do.

Simon was openly crying for the first time in- it must've been years, at this point and he was still driving the car.

"Jj please- I can't- I can't-" He kept crying, turned off into a side road with Jjs help and pulled the car over.

"I ruined it- I fucked it up- I can't- Please- I can't-" Simon sobbed, his breath coming out uneven and sparsely between words. "Make it stop- Please- Make it-"

"Simon you need to breath." Jj soothed, stroking Simons hair as he spoke. "It's okay. Everything's okay."

Jj promised, pulled Simons head into his chest and wrapped his arms around him.

"It's okay. It's okay. I got you." Jj whispered into his hair as he continued to sob. Simons arms wrapped around Jjs waist and clutched at the back of his t-shirt.

"I can't-"

"I got you. You're okay." Jj shushed, trying to keep Simon calm without letting his own heart break too much at the sight.

His best friend was sobbing in his arms and he had no clue how to help.

"It's okay. You're okay. I got you." He repeated, because what else can he do?