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CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE i thought you loved me.
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2 YEARS AGO, 16:32
johnny walked past the school gates with ten beside him, the shorter male talking away about this new nightclub he's been dying to go to. johnny only hummed and nodded as he listened, completely whipped for him.
"so, you wanna go there with me?" ten asked, clinging onto the tall brown haired male's arm and looking up at him with puppy eyes.
in all honesty, johnny wanted to decline. he wanted to change himself, because his friends had knocked some sense into him, not to mention the promise (that he would stop acting like this) he made with his mother before she died.
ten noticed johnny hesitating, so he raised an eyebrow as he clung onto him harder. "babe?" he called, snapping the taller out of his thoughts.
"uhh... i think i'll pass," johnny said, shaking his head. "i have some stuff to do." he ran his hand through his hair, making ten think he was stressed.
seeing this, ten pulled out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, holding it out for johnny to take. he smiled, "you look like you could use a smoke."
johnny stared at him silently as his thoughts drifted. under different circumstances, ten would look like such a flower boy. he was small, way smaller than johnny at least, and he had feminine features. he was beautiful, might even out-pretty the girls at school.
ten took johnny's silence as a no, and he tilted his head whilst furrowing his eyebrows. "you don't want one?" he asked, once again snapping johnny out of his thoughts.
the brown haired male shook his head, swallowing before looking away. "i... i'm trying to stop smoking," he mumbled, feeling himself tense up. "i need to honor my mother."
when johnny turned his head towards ten, he gasped quietly as the shorter detached himself from his arm, glaring up at him. johnny was about to ask what happened, but he was cut off by a scoff.
"what?" ten asked in disbelief, narrowing his eyes at the taller. "wow, you're more of a pansy than i thought. fucking goody-two-shoes."
johnny frowned. "wha-"
once again, ten cut him off. he laughed sarcastically, "i can't believe i've been dating a loser this whole time," he clicked his tongue, glaring right into johnny's eyes. "we're over."
johnny's eyes widened. "but... you can't be breaking up with me just because i wanna stop smoking," he said in disbelief. "you said you love me."
ten rolled his eyes. "yeah, i loved you. i don't now." he said, glaring at johnny one more time before turning and walking away, leaving the tall male alone in the middle of the sidewalk.
meanwhile, johnny grit his teeth, exhaling as he clutched his chest.
"you fucking liar."
__________ omg johnny ;-;
i'm sorry this is taking so long- it's probably gonna end at like 50-60 chapters KAKAJSJ
