𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄 | johnny seo ✓

32

CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
answer.

⇨ warning ; mentions of a past abusive relationship ⇦

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SATURDAY 14TH, 08:51

(m/n)'s froze, his spoon stopping in front of his open mouth as he finally processed what johnny asked him. his face reddened, looking up at johnny; who stared right back at him with a grin on his face, his chin resting on his palm.

(m/n) pursed his lips, ignoring the heat in his cheeks as he slowly placed his spoon back onto his plate, gulping as his eyes finally met johnny's.

his heart told him to say yes, a hundred times yes, but his mind was still hesitant. johnny is a smoker, just like he was, and (m/n) was afraid that he'd lose johnny just like how he lost him.

but johnny is nothing like him, (m/n) thought, biting his bottom lip as he lost himself in johnny's eyes. he's stopping. just for me. he won't end up like him,

and he didn't beat me when i told him to stop.

(m/n) clenched his teeth slightly, feeling himself tense up under johnny's gaze. he quickly pushed the last thought away, paying attention to the positive ones.

he promised he'd take care of you, and he's proven that. he loves you, (m/n), he really does.

the (h/c) haired male snapped out of his thoughts for a bit when johnny suddenly put his hand on top of his, rubbing it soothingly. (m/n)'s heart fluttered, his cheeks reddening even more as he gulped.

he saved your sorry ass twice, that alone should prove how much he cares about you.

(m/n) turned his hand, so that his palm was facing upward, and intertwined his and johnny's fingers. they fit perfectly together.

soon enough he'll stop smoking completely, because you don't like it when he smokes. he wouldn't have done that if it was someone else, now would he?

(m/n) smiled to himself, not noticing how johnny stared at him lovingly, his own smile forming on his face when he saw the (h/c) haired male's expression. he treasures it dearly.

besides, if he hurts you, you could always tell haechan to beat his ass.

(m/n) let out a breathy laugh at his own thoughts, his eyes trained on his and johnny's intertwined hands. he squeezed the brown haired male's hand, and he squeezed back reassuringly. even that simple gesture sent (m/n)'s heart into overdrive.

there are no reasons for you to reject him, (m/n) thought confidently, eyes meeting johnny's once again. absolutely nothing.

"so? what do you say?" johnny asked, as if he was the one convincing him this whole time, when it was really (m/n) reassuring himself.

the (h/c) haired male smiled, before it broke into a grin. his cheeks were a beautiful shade of pink and everything about him just seemed so ethereal to johnny.

"okay," (m/n) breathed out, squeezing johnny's hand once again.

"yes, i'll be your boyfriend."

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fucking finally :')

i'm kinda worried, cuz the difference of reads on the recent chapters are rlly drastic and i'm scared that ppl don't see that i've updated,, like mayb they didn't get a notification or yhey couldn't open it ;-;

cuz wattpad's been rlly weird lately-

anyways

i think i'll be publishing the chanyeol one shot later tonight or mayb tmrrw.

oh and i have a taeyong x male reader book in the works. i actually started it in around may but i haven't continued it hehe

i'm still thinking of what the jaemin book's plot should be-

alright i think that's all

seeyooouuuu ^^ ♡