When she came back
Life felt as deep as black
Striving to be white
But turned gray when in the light
But when she left
My lips turned blue
My eyes pooled
My hands clammed
My sight a blur
And my heart broke
You glued my heart
But your raging words
Filled with heat
And burning fire
Broke it again
Melted like wax
Now I stand here alone
With myself to hug
My cold shoulders shaking in the everlasting rain
That we call depression
Now my eyes dry
My hands flushed
My time wasted
Like her love
Because she never really came back
And she's never going to
And I have to live with that for the rest of the time I have to live for
