The words on the wall
are so so tall
They shadow above me
With their lines simply bold
and italic with the hint of sarcasm
But was it really sarcastic at all?
Or was it true?
as true as my bones
As crushing as they are
I fell my heart ache every time I look around
on the walls
that surround me
The words on the wall
are so somber
So gloomy
so hurtful
their font is so blank
but so outstanding
My knees tremble as I read every line segment
They scream and shout in my mind
as I sound out the letters
I can't help but cry
sutter
and shatter
Into my masterpiece of lies
the sky that separated my face and eyes
used to be fine
intact
I never thought
that the words on the wall
could have so much power
so much impact
"Your life doesn't make sense"
She said
and they laughed
I did too
for some
depressing reason
I felt myself drift into the clouds of my soul
As sprinkles of misty water rose
and then fell
tickling my nose
and then stinging my eyes
as the sky that once separated me from own emotions
broke and
Fell apart
and as I stared at the words on the wall
the faint mist of tears and glass
slowly
staggered my soul
the words now fragments as the sky fell
y o u r
l i f e
d o e s n t
m a t t e r
h a
h a
h-
different versions ran through me like holograms
worthless and empty
but they were all one in the same
and I kept them in mind for ages
as my tears fell into my sad hands
and my meaningless feet
as the glass shattered
as the mist made my knees weak
I questioned so many things
d o
I
m a t t e r
o r
a m
I
a
f r a g m e n t
m e a n t
t o
f e e l
s c a t t e r e d ?
d o
I
d e s e r v e
t o
l i v e?
I
s h o u l d
d i e
I
a m
n o t
w o r t h
a n y o n e s
t i m e
I
d o n t
d e s e r v e
h a p p i n e s s
o r
l i g h t
i n
m y
l i f e
I
a m
w o r t h l e s s
I
a m
d e a r l y
s o r r y
f o r
w a s t i n g
y o u r
t i m e
The words on the wall
multiplied
with my very own
The words on the wall
are now one
with my
meaningless life
g o o d b y e