My eyes move frantically
As I watch others weep
My tears silently stream
As my family wails and screams
I stand in this dress
This mourning dress
This disgusting dress
I want to rip my heart into shreads
but I can't
I can't
My eyes finally land on you
A still figure
Doing nothing but sending waves of pain
My eyelids flicker as I watch you walk away
My eyelashes block your way
And you turn to me with a merely depressed face
And my irises beg you to stay
And my pupils dialate as you look the other way
And then
Right there
I let you go
I let myself mourn
My eyelashes dampened with the tears I shed
My nose scrunched up as my heart continued to beat with blood that was as heavy as lead
My irised disappointed
And while you walked away
I couldn't help but stare
At your casket
At your white dress
I couldn't help but stare when I found you
With a noose wrapped around your neck
