I don't want to be home
When I feel so alone
I want to feel the sun
Radiating all of my dark spots
I want to stay alone
When I cry at home
I want to disappear
When there's no one to hear
When there's no one to see
The optimism leaving me
When my throat is too dry
To talk to you tonight
When my words are cold as ice
When my tears turn into crying lies
When my soul dies
Without my optimistic lies
I want to disappear
When I can't see your optimistic eyes near
I want to die
I want to lie right here
I don't want to bother you tonight
Disappearing into thin air
Why is everything my fault?
Why can't I do anything right?
I hope you can forgive me tonight
Or leave me alone
When you go home
I just want to disappear
Send me far away from here
Send me back to my tears
I want to die right here
Where you can't see me, my dear
Cause I don't want your beautiful eyes to tear
When I disappear
I don't want to disappear
I don't want to disappear
I don't want to disappear
I don't want death to be near
I want to stay right here
Please don't let me die here
I just want to stand right here
Holding your hand my dear
I just want to disappear without having to disrupt the optimism we have my dear
And that is my greatest fear...
