ch. 2 "What If..?"

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      All Saturday morning, Courtney had "what if" stuck in her thoughts. What if it worked out? What if we were allowed to date? What if he felt the same way?  At the same time, she had "but" battling those thoughts.

      But what if it didn't work out? But what if we weren't allowed to date? But what if he didn't feel the same way?

Courtney's POV

      No, Courtney. Don't think that way. Don't think about him. Don't get trapped in those thoughts. It's a beautiful Saturday morning, perfect weather for a peaceful walk. Go out and get Damien off of your mind.

      I'd change my clothes, grabbed my phone connected to a pair of earbuds, and went to the front door. I slid my sneakers on and grabbed my key. I stepped out of my apartment and went outside.

      I took my phone out of my pocket, put my earbuds in, put on one of my playlists, and set my phone back in my pocket. Today was beautiful, the sun shining, the flowers blooming, and the trees' leaves flowing with the light wind. If only I could flow like them.

      Suddenly, he was back in my mind. I simply couldn't stop thinking about him since last night. He's a great friend. Kind, hilarious, and just amazing. Whenever I try to think about something else, he comes back. Just relax, and focus on your surroundings.

      I wish I could wave freely like waves in the ocean. I wish I could flutter peacefully in a beautiful park like butterflies. I wish that I could soar like an eagle. I wish I had someone like Damien.

      No, don't just wish. Believe. You can flow and be free like waves. You can flutter peacefully like butterflies. You can soar high like an angel. You can be with Damien.

      I quickly finished my walk and returned to my apartment. I'd chill on the couch while scrolling through Instagram for a bit. Afterward, I'd make myself pancakes with syrup and strawberries, along with a glass of milk. I'd then chat with Olivia, Noah, and Shayne for a bit on a group chat while chilling on my couch.

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Court Bort: so at my place in 30?

💛 Liv Liv: Yeah I'll see u then

Noaaahh: ok, cya guys there

Shanye: Ok see you guys then

💛 Liv Liv: Oh btw might be a little late

💛 Liv Liv: I need to go do some things but I'll see u guys

Court Bort: ok cya guys in about 30

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      It'll be nice to hang out with just them. Haven't seen Noah as much as the others at work, so I'm glad to spend more time with him. I'd quickly tidy up my apartment before they came. Then, I got a text from Damien.

💙 Dames: Hey Court! Wyd?

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      Hey everyone!  Tysm to the people who somehow found this and read the first (and probably now second) chapter. Did NOT expect to get this done so fast starting at 12 AM and get it completely finished at 2 AM. I decided I'd release this on (America, EST) the 4th of July as a gift!

      Dw, I'm not tired. I really liked this chapter and enjoyed writing it, so I hope you enjoyed it too! It's longer than the first, so that's a start. Feel free to answer this chapter's QotC and give me feedback!

QotC #2: What do you think will happen next?

Hope everyone has a great rest of their month, and expect far more chapters soon!



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