FANGIRL a BLACKBANGTAN story

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Lisa pov

I ran away.

That's all i could say

If you're asking do i regret it? yes. i do regret it

But i don't have any other choice, He won't be happy with me, i will only bring pain to him and i DON'T want that, i don't want him to be sad, because i love him

and at that moment i felt like the world was against me

i felt like the number 1 source of my happiness was taken away from me

I even feel like i don't want to live anymore.

Jennie pov

Lisa wasn't responding to any of my calls, i tried calling her again but then i saw Jungkook entering the cafe, alone

Jennie: What happened? where's Lisa?!

i ran towards him

Jungkook: She r-ran away, why does she kept running away? does she hate me that much?

Jennie: Noo jungkook, it's- not because of you....

i sigh while sitting back down

Jungkook: Then, what's the reason?

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHH this will be very complicated.

Jennie: Hmm, i don't know if i should tell you this, because i thought that it's best for lisa to tell you

Jungkook: tell me what?

should i tell him? he'll be upset if he knows but, he deserves to know right?

these questions was running through my mind right now

Jennie: W-well... ummm, y-you see....

i kept stuttering

Jungkook: Please just tell me already!

I flinched because of his sudden outburst 

Looking at him, i can see that he's also in pain, and i'm sure that's because of Lisa, of course i feel bad for him, so...

i told him.

Author pov

Jungkook's eyes grew wide as he also felt his heart clenched hearing her said that, he took another look at her making sure that he heard her correctly

and unfortunately, it was because of her sudden word of "I'm sorry...."

he couldn't hear more from her so he ran outside the cafe, trying to find the girl whom he fell in love with at first sight, the girl that saved him that day, the girl who has mesmerising eyes and a sweet smile the he finds very addicting

but alas. he couldn't find her

Rosé pov

Huhhhhhh

sooo tireeeeeeddd

neeeeed sleeeeep

that's how i've been acting all day

why? because of the director here

he's soo bossy! annoying! lazy! mean!

like seriously! he gives his own tasks to me and forces me to do it!

and he always took the credit everytimee!

i'm so sick of it! ughhh! ahhh! 

I feel like i want to kill him!

and i'm pretty sure he hates me

i don't even know why but, i am sure!

cause he told some other doctors to go home early and said that Rosé aka ME, will take all the night shifts for today

and oh boy how i wanted to step on his face at that moment

anyways, here i am, at the front desk of the patients rooms department, at night, all alone

sometimes this place haunts me a lot, i hate it

 i hope one of the securities are near here

and now, its time for me to do "patrol" 

btw that means checking all the rooms at every floor

which creeps me out

while checking the rooms i kept thinking

should i quit this job?

i mean, what's the point when you're not enjoying it anymore right? yes the payment is huge but, i feel like i'm torturing myself by not quitting

huhhhh maybe i'll ask the girls later.....

by that time i arrived infront of Jihye's room

i opened the door slowly and saw Jihye eating her cold porridge peacefully

she looked at me and smiled

Rosé: Hey, just ate?

Jihye: Yeah, i wasn't really hungry before.....

i simply nodded and started closing the door when she said

Jihye: Wait!

i opened the door again and said

Rosé: Yes? 

Jihye: Can you, ummm, accompany me here for a while?

she asked

Rosé: Ohh, sure!

i went inside and sit on the chair next to her bed

Rosé: Is everything alright?

Jihye: Yes, it's just....

she paused, as i look at her waiting for her to continue

but she suddenly let out tears and began crying

i widened my eyes and quickly moved and sit on the bed, hugging her

while i started caressing her back

Rosé: Sssshhhhh, it's okay, everything will be fine

she tried to hold her tears but it turned into a sob and she cried even more

Ohh what happened to her??

i feel hurt as well because, i already treat her like my sister

Rosé: It's okay, let it all out, don't worry....

Jihye: I- i'm such a failure, w-why can't i be good like my family?! my p-parents-

Rosé: No, don't think about them for now okay? i don't want you to repeat that "accident" (suicide) again!

she nodded and started calming down

judging from her story, i feel like her parents hate her, but i know it's not my business so i decided to not think about that anymore

i look to my side and saw Jihye sleeping peacefully

i smiled a little, feeling a tint of happiness inside me knowing that she feels better

i went back to the front desk at 1st floor and sat back down again waiting for this "punishment" to be over