June 21
3:12 AM
[ DRAMA SQUAD ]
Millie:
Hi!
Yuta:
Yo
Heloise:
What time is it? Y are u still up?
Millie:
I just realized something and it's running in my head till now
Yuta:
So what is it
Millie:
I feel bad for Patch
Yuta:
Patch who
Heloise:
Is that H's ex gf?
Millie:
Yep
Yuta:
Ah
Why do you feel bad for his ex lol
Heloise:
Her nature, what do you expect from Millaray Vega?
Yuta:
Yeah right but that's too odd lmao, why would you feel sad for your boyfriend's ex hahaha
Millie:
I don't really know but H told me that he has been in love with me
I mean how about Patch? Did he love her? If he's been in love with me, how bout those years of relationship with Patch?
Yuta:
Nothing's wrong with it, he thought you were dead and being in love with a dead person is just like—you're in love with the memories of her/him. We all have dead loved ones that we still can't just get over the memories we had shared together, it would stay in our hearts as a remembrance of them
Millie:
Well I'd feel bad if I'm in her situation like where am I?
I would be so doubtful in our relationship
I guess I have a part on that break up :(
After hearing it from Heidden, I just felt like he suddenly threw his feelings for her because he loves me more than her ever since
Yuta:
Don't worry about it, it's not your feelings. You don't know how to be in that case
Let's say it just happened that you are really alive and the memories he has been keeping bloomed again as if everything just happened yesterday, the wound you had caused him—opened again.
Millie:
I don't get it!
I mean, where's Patch there? That's what I wanna know because I'm guilty
Yuta:
Tsk stop being a fucking angel
They broke up for a reason and H waited for 4 months before talking to you again, clearly you have no broken rules to be together.
Maybe he loved that girl but not enough to forget or cover what he feels for you ever since—you're the first love anyways
The important thing was he loved her as his girlfriend for a long time and he gave it a shot to love another. They wouldn't be together for years if he didn't, right?
Millie:
Yes but isn't that unfair? It seems like he made her a cover up
A rebound to be exact, a band aid
Yuta:
Lmao I don't know what to do with your mindset
Actually, you have no part in their issues. They thought you were dead so it's their problem if they can't move on from that fact. If H loves you still even you were dead, it's not your freaking fault so stop blaming yourself for something you can't control.
All you did that time was to fight for your life to be longer, you don't even hear anything about them. Why would bother now?
Millie:
UGH SO FRUSTRATING BUT YES YOU'RE RIGHT, YOU ALWAYS MAKE SENSE IN EVERYTHING
I HAVE NO PART IN IT, ALRIGHT
I'M FINE, I SHOULDN'T BE GUILTY
I JUST REALLY FEEL BAD COZ I'M ALSO A GIRL
I WOULDN'T WANNA BE A COVER UP
Yuta:
For me, it's always our choices to make if where or how we would settle. We know our importance as individuals, we know our places to be.
In his ex's case, if she felt that he couldn't love her enough—she should've let go
Millie:
You can't say that, what if she really loves him? So much?
Yuta:
As what I said, we know our importance, our values. It was her choice.
Cheer up, you're not a fixer lol
Millie:
MY GOSH, YOU'RE SO MEAN BUT REALLY SENSIBLE. I THINK YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE WHO'D STEP BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOURSELF AND PLACE ALWAYS
Heloise:
YUTA IS A FREAKING VERY GREAT ADVISER, HANDS DOWN BUT PLEASE WHEN YOU FOUND YOUR OWN FALL—APPLY IT TO YOURSELF COZ YOU DESERVE THE WORLD! 👏👐
Millie:
I'M WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST, YUTA
YOU'RE SO HELPFUL AT OUR CONFUSING TIMES LIKE THIS
LOVE YOU
Yuta:
You are so corny but yeah all hearts 👌
