Consequences | Nillie

Chapter 20 - Part 2 Noah

Same maturity warnings as last chapter apply

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I slowly let my lips move downward and onto her jaw. I daringly nibbled at her jawline, careful not to leave any marks. She let out a soft moan and I knew I had found a sweet spot. 

Millie hands slid from the back of my head to my neck and finally settled on my shirtless shoulders. She pushed against me, and I retreated backwards until my legs hit the edge of my bed. 

Without warning, she threw me onto the bed and I landed on my back, looking up at her. It was then that I really noticed her towel had fallen to the floor.

My brain slowly processed the reality that Millie Bobby Brown was standing over me, completely naked.

I was stilly lying on my back on the bed, unsure of how to react to everything that was happening. It was a fantasy and I nightmare all at once. A part of me wanted to grab the towel and cover her. I felt like I needed to apologize for looking at my best friend like I was.

Instead, I stayed silent as she climbed on top of me, placing her legs on either side of mine. I got goosebumps as she reached out for my belt.

My arm twitched, grabbing her hand before it reach my waist. My brain had over powered the rest of my body which was screaming for her touch me. I don't know what made me do it, but I had to stop her.

"What it is?" She said as I held her wrist.

"I just-" I stuttered

"You're not ready?"

I nodded and turned my head, avoiding her eyes out of embarrassment.

"I don't know if I am either Noah. I just thought you wanted this."

"I do, I just... don't want to hurt you or mess up our friendship."

"You won't I promise."

I was still unsure.

Millie reached out her hand turned my head so I had to look at her.

"Jacob wanted to do more a while ago. I was nervous and said no and he got mad."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be. It was a while ago and I'm over it. My point is I don't want to make you uncomfortable like I was back then. So if you don't want to- you know- have sex... then I totally understand."

God it was so weird to hear my best friend say the word "sex" while lying on top of me. Still, her gentle words made me feel better and I quickly felt a smile return to my face.

"Thanks Mills."

She nodded, and then looked away. It was quiet for a second, and awkward with her on top of me. 

She started to climb off the bed. My arm shot out again, grabbing her but this time I was pulling her closer. Maybe I wasn't ready to do "the deed" but that didn't mean I wanted her to leave entirely.

She looked at me, confused as I held her.

"Maybe we can wait a little longer before we go all  the way. I said, grinning. "But I think I know some other things we could do in the mean time."

"Oh really?" Millie blushed.

"Yeah, I mean, if you up for it." I said nervously.

Millie grinned and an emotion I'd rarely seen in her spread over her face: lust.

Millie leaned forward, bringing her lips to my ear. I was very aware of her breasts pressing against my chest.

She whispered seductively, "Why don't you show me."