Romance on set *Dylan O'brien fanfiction*

accidents happen

The november air sent chills through my body I snuggled in deeper in Dylan's purple hoodie he always had this hoodie but right now he was in a different one from woredrobe so I was keeping warm in his favorite one laying down on the coach in the tralier as Dylan was on his phone at the desk my eyes were begining to shut when Dylan spoke up.

"you okay over there?" he asked I turned to met the caramel gaze

"yeah just a long day I'm ready to go home" I said leaving out the part that I also wasn't feeling so great but related to fact that I'm pregnant not feeling well wasn't a new thing

"well you don't look to good" Dylan said walking over to me lifting up my head so he could sit down then rested my head in his lap, can't keep anything from this boy.

"my throat is tad scratchy but that might be from the screaming I had to do on camera today"

"you sure you'll be okay?" Dylan asked as he played with my hair

"nothing a little tea and a comfy bed can't fix" I grabbed one of his hands intertwining our fingers just looking at them as we sat there in silence not an awkward silence it was peacefull sometimes I like that we don't have to say anything we can just lay here and just enjoy each others company. Just as I was about to close my eyes again Dylan spoke up again.

"I think we should get married" my eyes shot open I sat up to look at him seeing all seriousness in his face no joking what so ever.

"Married?" was the only thing to come out of my mouth feeling like a fish out of water I was hoping he was joking.

"well at least engaged before you know the baby gets here" he said still in a serious tone which wasn't making me feel any better giving me a worse headache then I already had, he wanted us to be married?

"Dylan myabe you should think about what your saying I mean marriage is a huge thing, a huge step" I said as he began to tense up guessing this wasn't the reaction he was hoping for.

"Don't you love me? don't you want to be together?" he said raising his voice a bit

"of course I do Dylan and we are together right now, but marriage is a big step and stressful, time consuming getting all those things together we already have one huge step coming in the matter of four months the baby is going to time consuming and stressful enough.... I think we should just focus on the baby first and see down the road after he is born" I said

"well that's what the engagement period is for"

"I know but geting engaged now we wouldn't be focusing on just the baby Dylan we should save it"

"so your saying that us getting enganged and thinking about marriage is bad idea?" his tone changing as I looked into his hurt eyes

"it's just too much what if our relationship changes after this baby is born, what if were not the same" I said admitting one of my fears it was true I was afriad once this baby was born Dylan and I wouldn't be the same we'd end up falling out of love then all we have keeping us together is the baby I didn't want that be divorced by the age twenty-one.

"that's not going to happen I love you nothing will change" he said

"you don't know that, having a baby changes everything" I said suddenly Dylan stood up

"just admitt it you don't want to be married to me, you can just say it Jeanie" he shouted

"that's not what I'm saying don't put words in my mouth, I'm just saying wrong timing and that we should wait give it time see what will happen in the future" I said calmly