Dreamer Boys in Beanies [Destiel College AU]

For the Benefit of Mr. Cas

(A/N Hey guys! It's me, Superwholocks13. Sorry for a LONG wait for an update! But here it is! Do I get extra points for a Beatles reference?)

Cas' POV

That's when I knew. Dean liked me. And I liked Dean.

I didn't know if we were going to work out, but I knew that we might. So I decided to try something.

I reached over and brushed my fingertips against Dean's palm. He shivered and blushed. I held his hand delicately, yet protectively, like a bird's egg that I didn't want to drop. I smiled at Dean, happy that I had him. And I think he was happy that he had me.

Then Sam and Gabby decided to charge into each other. They bumped heads and bruises were already starting to form. I rushed over, leaving Dean on his own.

"You guys..." I crossed my arms, but knelt in front of Sam. "You okay?"

Sam nodded. "YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE CHICKEN, GABE!"

"NO, YOU WERE!! SAMANTHA!"

"DON'T CALL ME THAT... GABBY!"

"Guys..." I pleaded, then decided to play along. I swung Gabe over my shoulder and ran around, making his overgrown hair flop against my back.

I held Gabe upside-down by his feet and shook him.

"ARE YOU CHICKEN NOW, GABBY?"

Gabe giggled and screamed, while Sam ran away, not wanting to be caught by me.

"Y-y-es... YE-ES!" Gabe laughed.

I put Gabe down and knelt to whisper in his ear.

"Hey, since we're gonna be at the flat soon, would you mind stalling Dean in the lift? I'm gonna pick up a surprise..."

I blushed a bit, thinking of Dean's reaction.

Gabe nodded and when I stood up, I saw Dean's face. My smile broke.

Gabe and Sammy had ran off.

He was looking at me, confused and hurt.
He began to jog towards me, but I turned around quickly, walking off as fast as I could.
I needed to get to the flat before Dean.

He caught up though, and I turned to speak to him, to maybe hold his hand again.
But he wouldn't look at me.
The hurt and rage were clear to see in his averted eyes.

Dean then stalked off in front of me, not giving me a second glance.

.....

The last thing I saw before I ran off was Dean slamming his head against the lift wall.

I let go. I melted. I wasn't always happy, and Dean had let me escape the pain. Morgan Rose had helped me for a while, and Gabe could always put a smile on my face.

But now it looked as if Dean didn't like me back. I'd be able to see tonight when I surprised him.

For my benefit, I hoped he would love it and love me. Otherwise...

...I don't know if I'd be able to live with myself anymore...

...besides...

...It's not like I had other plans.

I blinked back tears and sprinted to the shops to get Dean his surprise.

(A/N Sorry for the depressing stuff at the end! But my next chapter will be fluffy I swear! Fluff is much easier to write! Stay tuned! <3 )