Memories: Tom Holland/Dylan O'brien x reader

26. real life

— time skip so we're now in december 2017, because i can. —

things have been really well. i've starred in another movie, which i love the books about. and when they asked me to star in their last movie, i was beyond excited. not only because it's one of my favorite books, but also because i literally love the cast of the movie.

you wondering which movie i'm talking about?

the maze runner: the death cure. aka the last movie they are going to make of it, which is really sad. but i'm happy i got to experience this. it's so different from what i have ever done before, but i hope i can do something like this again. i love all of the action it has. i feel like a badass, what my character is.

and i said i love the cast, i mean it. i've known them for like 8 months, and it clicked really fast. especially with dylan o'brien and thomas sangster. i have to admit, i've always had this little crush on dylan, but can you blame me? he's got the lead role in my favorite tv show, teen wolf. and he's just adorable. can't deny that.

so that has been great. so has things with tom been. but lately, he seems kind of off. i have no idea why though. it was like this after a night he went out with harrison. it's really weird, but i don't want to think the worst yet. we've been on the down low, cause we don't want the papz and everyone following us. that's be really annoying. it's not like i care that much, especially if fans follow me. i love them, they mean a lot to me. but when you want to grab coffee with your boyfriend on a sunday morning and there are 20 flashing lights in front of your eyes with a damn lot of questions getting thrown at you, you'll get grumpy.

i want to comfort tom about his behavior though. he's been so weird, like, when i text him he text me back 3 days later. i get that he's busy with his own stuff, but he could make some time for me right?

and being the person with trust issues, i'll think about a lot of things that could have happened. but of course, like i said, i don't want to expect the worst yet.

we have been in london for a while now. katherine and i are just in our apartment, but we're leaving soon because the premier of the death cure is soon. i'm happy that i'm gonna see the cast again. i haven't seen them in a while and i miss them. we talk a lot over the phone and see each other in face time. but you know, that's completely different comparing to seeing them in real life. i already got my dress, which is absolutely beautiful. and katherine also got hers and she's going to look stunning. also kaya, we've also been great friends through this journey. katherine, kaya and i are going to stay in the same apartment during our staying in the us since we all live in london.

we're leaving tonight. i'm packed and got everything done. i just need to confront tom. i know, it's the most idiotic time i can choose. but i can't go to the premier, faking a smile, when actually i should be happy. so, i'm on my way to tom and haz their apartment right now. katherine is still packing her suitcase at home so she couldn't come with me.

i parked the car and the second i stepped out of it, there were like 5 paparazzis outside. that's just great.

"allison! are you and tom dating?"

"are you going to tom's apartment?"

"when are you leaving for the death cure premiere?"

"are you and dylan dating?"

i just ignored the questions, until someone screamed this last one which made me stop in my tracks.

"allison! is it true tom cheated on you with you ex-bestfriend?"

what?

"what are you talking about?" i asked turning to the man who asked me.

"they have been spotted getting really close with each other a couple of weeks ago, is it true? or is it just his girlfriend and have you two never dated?"