Hopeful

Final Strength

I can't believe how much this year has changed me, for better or for worse

At the beginning of the year, I felt nothing but sadness and anger

But now, it's a distant memory

Some would say that I'm holding onto something that I should let go of

But I chose to think of it a different way

It's a story

The story of how I've grown

I've experienced heartbreak, anger, and frustration

But I managed to make it through that

Normally when I would have relied on others

I learned to make it through myself

I built myself up

I made myself stronger

There might still be pieces of me that are broken

I might still hide parts of me away

But I'm learning

Slowly but surely I'm learning

I'm stronger than I've ever been

I've tried relying on people before and I discovered how much that leaves you vulnerable

I would love to say that I can trust everyone know

But I'm still working on that

I guess I should say it like this

There are some people you can trust, and others that will leave you in the dust

They might not give an explanation to why they left, but they might leave

It's up to you to figure out who you trust

And for me, I'm still looking

But as I said, I'm stronger than I've ever been

I might still have dark points in my life

But I think I can get through them now

And so can you