I am nice.
in general.
as in, I'm gonna smile,
say thanks, say please,
treat people with respect.
yes I do all of that.
what makes me 'bad' is what I
do sometimes.
not even bothered to try and
hide it anymore.
I smoke.
I drink.
I want to get high(I haven't done this before)
I want to jump over a building.
I want to cut myself(but I won't)
instead I hurt myself by slapping
anywhere I think will bring me
the most pain.
I slap myself.
I hit myself on the wall.
I do all sort of things to physically hurt me.
some people don't get how I can't always be the one who has their shit together.
to those, fuck you.
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#justfeelings
Poetryas humans, we feel stuffs and most of the time we express them well but often times, there are inexpressible using actions kind of feelings. for these types of feelings, people either bottle them up or pretend they never exist. I am one of those peo...
