[COMPLETE] Deeper Shade of Blue | Jisoo and Eunwoo

Chapter 10: Butterfly

It has been two days since the dinner that I had with the girls and Sehun at La Boum restaurant, it was definitely a nice time and being with them helped me focus on what matters the most, which is to work hard as being the CEO of Blue Rose and not give too much attention on Eunwoo's relationship with Nayeon.

But I couldn't help it because ever since I met her last Monday, all I could think of is how happy Eunwoo is with her. Maybe happier than when he was with me. It shouldn't be a big deal, but I always feel my heart tightening.

I thought I've moved on already, and I could face Eunwoo and not feel a single pain. But no, when I saw him again after four years, everything felt like it was just yesterday when he broke up with me and left me wondering where it all went wrong. 

I guess that's why it's still painful because we still haven't had our closure. Should I bring that up to him?

I looked at the mirror and smiled. I changed my hair back to black yesterday as my purple hair has been getting a lot of attention at work, a staff even called me 'purple CEO' because of my hair. Besides, it's Eunwoo's favorite color. Just the thought of him thinking I changed my hair color because it's his favorite is making me flinch, so I know I made the right decision.

I do miss my purple hair though. I had a great time with you, purple hair! 

I opened my jewelry box and searched for earrings that match my dress, but something caught my eye. I took the blue butterfly earrings in my hand and stared at it. This is the earrings I used to wear back in college, I used to wear this every single day because it was the only earrings that I have at the time. It was given to me by my mother on my 7th birthday. And ever since she died, I always wore this, so I feel like she's still with me. Even if she's not anymore.

Besides, I'm not really one to buy jewelry before, it was just when I started working that I started buying earrings with pearls and diamonds on it because these blue butterfly earrings don't actually scream 'professional' in a workplace. Unfortunately, as a woman, I have to always present myself as a professional, so people would take me seriously. 

It's a sad thing to say, but it's the reality. A reality that I despise and want to change so bad, that's why when I officially become the CEO of Hotel Blue Rose, I would make sure to teach every employee here the importance of looking at each other as an equal!

I looked at myself in the mirror again, I'm wearing a black dress. I think cute earrings would match this look perfectly to add a little spice in my outfit, so I took the blue butterfly earrings in my jewelry box and wore it. I smiled at my reflection and made a heart sign to give myself some love because no one's here to do it. "I look beautiful!" I said to myself.