Oh f*ck no

02

'Honey.. hey.'

I get woken up out of my nap and my eyes search for the nearest clock.

'It's eight,' I mumble.
'I know, I'm sorry I really tried.. I'm sorry for letting you down.'
'I already called the restaurant.'
'Calum this is not suppose to happen and I'm so sorry.'

He lifts me up, sits down and places my head back on his lap.

'I don't want to cuddle.' 'That's a lie.'
'Shut it.'

He tightly wraps his arms around me .
I throw my head back and look up into his wonderful eyes.. those eyes..
it's not fair.

'What if.. we get some stuff to eat, have a nice little picnic and go stargazing afterwards. You can tell me how much you hate me if you please as well.' 'Sure whatever.'
'I mean it well.. you know that right?'
'Yeah.. when?' I decide to ask.
'Now.'

He gets up and so do I.

'I do need to change though.'
'Yes what are you even wearing?'
'Shut up.' 'No Cal you just don't.. no nevermind you are the kind of person to wear a sweater crop top thingy with training pants.' 'Thanks.'

He places his hands on my waist to make me stop from walking away.

'It does look rather appealing.'
'I look like a mess.' 'A hot one.'
'Stop it I'm still mad.'

With a lot of force he pulls me against his chest.

'I promise I will make it up to you somehow.. someway.. if you let me.'
'Well maybe you shouldn't treat me like a doll then!'
'I liked you better when you were against me,' he mutters under his breath.

'Levi.. I'm locked up in here! I'm not allowed to leave the house, I'm not allowed to leave this city, I'm not allowed to do anything! You lock me up like I'm a heirloom!'
'If you get out there they will take you away from me,' he explains.

His fingers traces my jawline making shivers go down my spine.
Every time he touches me, in whichever way, my mind would go mental. He's like a drug I couldn't get enough of.. bad for me.

We're married though.

That had never been my personal choice, but I went with it.

My hand rests on the doorknob, thinking of the right thing to say.

'You know I'm going to run away if this goes on for longer right?' I whisper. 'Slut.'

He roughly pins me against the wall and the anger in his eyes causes me to tremble.

'I keep you safe! I fucking provide for you!' 'Levi..'

He moves his leg up between mine.

'And all I get is a grumpy kitten.'
'Levi..'

With one hand he pins both my hands above my head.

'Levi!' 'Shh.' 'Levi stop.. please.'
'I'm not doing anything!'
'You're yelling at me and you're scary when you start yelling,' I mumble.
'Darling every single inch of you is mine. This.. this.. that and especially,' He runs his thumb over my lips, 'those.' 'You're quite.. obsessive aren't you?' I whisper carefully and very uncomfortable.

He sighs and releases me.

'Sorry, it's just.. you know.. long day.. harder to redeem myself.'
'You do need to work on that.'
'Go change into something decent, I'll get the stuff ready.' 'I don't know if I want to go anymore,' I stumble.
'I'm sorry, but I promise.. it'll be fun.'

'

'Catch!' 'No Levi I..' I manage to catch the grape with my mouth, 'Do you know how dangerous that was?'
'You always catch them.'
'So? I can always choke on it.'
'That's a shame indeed.. I know better things for you to choke on.'
'Levi Parker!'

I feel my cheeks heat up with embarrassment and hide my head in my hands.

Of course it only amuses him, I can hear his small chuckles from miles away.

'Are you okay back there?'
'Leave me alone!' 'Maybe later.'

He places his hands on my shoulders and pulls me so I'm hanging against his body.

'So it's been a year.. that means you haven't seen your dad or any of your ex co-workers for over a year as well right?' 'Yeah.' 'Do you miss them?'
'A lot actually, mostly when you leave me alone with my thoughts for way to long.' 'I hope that once I get the ball rolling I have more time.'
'Or you can take me with you,' I suggest.

A huge sigh is my answer.

'It's not save.' 'Like being alone in the house is.' 'You're not alone, there are two guards!' 'Nevermind,' I murmur.

I look up at the sky so I and ignore the boy.

'Calum.'

My perfect view of the starts above my head gets replaced by the most beautiful eyed human I've ever seen..

Hold up no, I'm mad at him.

My perfect view gets replaced by an annoying face.

'Calum, I'll try okay, just keep the thought of running away out of your brain.' 'Try what?'
'Spending more time together.'
'You promised that earlier.'

He sighs and moves away again.

It's quiet..

Awkwardly quiet..

Painfully quiet.

'Sorry.'

I notice myself apologizing for the silence.. for the arguement.

'Love,' his hand cups my cheek from behind, 'Don't apologize when it isn't needed.' 'I just..'

He turns me around making me focus on his chest.

'You hate it when a conversation goes quiet, I know Grayson told me.'
'When?' 'Pff.. two years?'

I nod as my eyes go up to his orbs.

'Can you at least.. not make it feel like I'm a prisoner?' I whisper.
'Can you at least drop the soap then?'
'Excuse you.. you..'

A playful smirk appears on his face when I stop talking.

'I what?'
'You horny slut?'

He tickles my sides, lifts me up and places me down between his legs.

'Almost a proper insult dear.'

He pushes both of us backwards making me lay down on top of him while he layed down on the cold slightly damp grass.

'Polaris,' I mumble when I notice the start shining brighter than the others above our heads. 'Nerd.'
'You wanted to stargaze!'

He turns us around, hungrily staring at me like he's the predator and I'm the prey.

'You're the only star I see.'
'Stop it Parker!' 'Allow me, Parker.'

It was something we did.. call eachother by our last names, proudly with the fact we shared it.

'Levi I'm not interested in make up s..'
His finger on my lips cuts me off.
'Shh..'

I use the fact that only one arm is supporting his body so I roll over and push him so he loses his balance.

His face smacks upon the grass with a thud.

'Holy!' I rush over to him, 'Are you okay.' 'Sugar you're going down.'
'Swinging,' I add, 'Is this a fall out boy reference?' 'You like them right?' 'Yea.'

He moves back on top of me and presses his lips down on mine.

This time I let him do whatever he wants to my poor neck.

'Fuck L..Levi.'

I push my head back giving him even more access to my neck.

'No make up sex right?' He asks teasingly. 'P..please..'
'Not outside love, let's get home first.'
'I don't c..' 'Shh.'